10 days in, and i dont know how to identify what i'm feeling, really.
anyway.
was on the way back to camp a little earlier, heard this song on oz radio (107.9) i think, and they had this song playing.. managed to catch and remember a little of the lyrics.. i think it's this song.
cold. driving the whole day ytd.. orientation. zz. instructor was really mean to us. shall not elaborate here.. too public. went back to bunk, bathed cold water for the first time at night. haha. shivered, suddenly awake from the shivering, jacketed, played psp till my eyes closed of their own accord- roughly 1230 oz timing. and woke at 6am. it's easy to wake here cos by 6, it's really like singapore's 8am. woke with a headache in my right side of my head, panadoled and slept it away. sleep is an unexplainable yet marvelous thing.
i'm in australia now! using my friend's laptop to blog, and online.. but NOONE's online.. well, the iMpOrTaNt ppl arent. heh.=/
sian.
i miss the 6th of oct. like hell. haha-_-
aus is so inconvenient, it's 910pm here, but only 710 there in singapore- which explains why no one's online. well.. my friend wants to use his com already.
i think i'll rely on the little notebook my ycg gave me=)
had the best dinner out i had in ages=) flying soon! 13 hours. leave you all with this piece of music http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7QJ4HJP97M it's from yours truly, simply titled: "nocturne/ to a faraway land ( theme for a friend)"
hope u like it:)
it's my farewell piece for 2 months.
see i thought i'd document my emotions in music instead of words in a blog- feel it's more exclusive. haha there's more to the "peacefulness" you'll hear. in fact i didnt intend for it that way. the first part's supposed to be a sigh, in a sense, wistfulness, followed by an exposition where it gets heated, because of the people and things i'll miss when over there, followed by the resignation towards the end. well, vic's just come to collect my bike.. hope he rides safely. hope the days will pass faster from now till dec!
been meeting up with friends these few days. haha met iswan on sat, for breakfast, and shop, for some stuff.. met vic today for lunch, and to do subrider for him, so he can ride my bike in my absence..and went to buy stuff for outfield use, like wet tissue and all. zz cant wait to go-_- completed the music. it's from the series theme for a friend titled to a foreign land. might be puting it up for dl. haha see how
feel like a noob. i screwed up main practise big time today. the learning curve is really a lot greater down there.. partly because of the "new" chinese songs for tmr, and largely due to the double keyboards- because they're midi-ed together, u have a common piano sound, and 2 pedals independent of each other. the trick is coordination of left and right leg, for each individual line ur playing on both keyboards- very tough, cos there's no way u can practise at home. so gonna try to "play cheat" a bit.. i hope all goes well tmr...or at least, better. i dont want to look like a noob in front of everyone.