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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 11:54:00 PM

i sold my bike today. a bit of a nostalgic feeling now.. of all the times i rode it, at 110kph on expressways..
how i had an accident with it last year in the cte tunnel..
how i rode it into jb for repair when my leg still couldnt bend.
there was joy and pain for the bike and me.
joy, bliss when i rode up to 140kph on my favourite expressway sle-tpe-ecp-changi.
camera free plus almost always no heavy traffic, feeling the tyres grip the road, feeling the slight bumps and undulations in the tar..the wind.. the roar of the engine..
its a given that it was a noisy engine. but then again, which sports bike wouldnt be?=P

the most trying part was definitely the accident. and yet it still served me very well-7 months after till i sold it today- out of practicality.
sorry bike.. but i would have liked to keep u. ur really more powerful than the present one.. cos ur a 2 stroker. but my priority now is to save money for other purposes.. and the new bike's petrol consumption is really good!.. so..
yep
hope u like ur new owner=))

and i hope i see u around!

and i'll never forget ur license number=)
(will post our 1st and last photo when blogger's ready to let me upload )
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finally able to go to church. good thing too.. cos i needed to play.
after that went to eat with st, lilian, meng hui, zhi wei, bryan.

and time flies. when does it not. haha

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 11:44:00 PM

写信告诉我今天,海是什么颜色?
夜夜陪著你的海,心情又如何?
灰色是不想说,蓝色是忧郁。
而漂泊的你,狂浪的心,停在哪里?

写信告诉我今夜,你想要梦什么?
梦里外的我是否都让你无从选择?
我揪著一颗心,整夜都闭不了眼睛。
为何你明明动了情,却又不靠近?

听,海哭的声音!
叹惜著谁又被伤了心,却还不清醒!
一定不是我,至少我很冷静。
可是泪水,就连泪水,也都不相信!

听,海哭的声音!
这片海未免也太多情,悲泣到天明!
写封信给我,就当最後约定。
说你在离开我的时候,是怎样的心情!

写信告诉我今夜,你想要梦什么?
梦里外的我是否都让你无从选择?
我揪著一颗心,整夜都闭不了眼睛。
为何你明明动了情,却又不靠近?

听,海哭的声音!
叹惜著谁又被伤了心,却还不清醒!
一定不是我,至少我很冷静。
可是泪水,就连泪水,也都不相信!

听,海哭的声音!
这片海未免也太多情,悲泣到天明!
写封信给我,就当最後约定。
说你在离开我的时候,是怎样的心情!

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Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 11:23:00 PM

when i'm tired, i am really easily irritated.
think i've found something to manage that. seems to be working.
really tired.
waiting for a break.
goodnight.

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 11:33:00 PM

i'm really really tired.
been having super late 6 day weeks. morning till 8pm. one day weekend of respite.
and honestly i cant take it anymore. today i got home at 930pm. dinner, bath, and i'm feeling exhausted and irritable.
tmr i'll miss church too. have night tank driving.
saturday is a full day. leaves me sunday. how how how.
and i have doubts abt being able to go next friday too...

prep for australia is really strenuous. and the ppl dont make it easier. how come everyone's so political?
able to complain, backstab, and still meet each other and still gei siau act fren-fren, then the instant the person walk away say bad stuff abt him?
how do i know i'm not being backstabbed?
lowest rank in the team some more anything sure kena jia one.

sad. stressed. tired but restless. how fucked up that feels.

where's the love? world peace? bah.

if it cant exist in the microcosm that every company and workplace is then to even dream of its realisation is romantic in the least.

i'm sorry. being educated doesnt help u in the army, where all the old birds have marked their territory and defend it with valor. i have no desire to be a bird who grows old eating kill.
i want to see the world in its simple beauty. i want to be genuine. it doesnt matter if you make use of me. i'll still help you with all my heart. of course in the end i'll know if you did, and i'll be disappointed. but i think i can live with that. plus iflike faith and like faith can do it why not that of unlike faith?

but sometimes being human i get extremely fed up it too.
and i still have my faith to remember. thats what makes things miserable.
so step on me. its only 2 more years. i can take it.

and i'll make a way for myself. my asshole of a family can sit and watch.

i'm sorry i'm probably just very tired.

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 10:49:00 PM

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Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 1:14:00 PM

recently listening to TAKE THAT's new album- the circus.
and it's good!
cant belive how much they'sve changed. i like their style more now.
check them out.
it's really a welcome change for me.

plus this song's really cool. from the lonely island's debut album. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4

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Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 7:54:00 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kG9MPxDdj5Q
x japan- tears(mv)
another song i love.
now with a com at home i realise how many video performances of songs i've been missing. haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fd4B-CVqStg&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cnD5U8oLlow&NR=1
this one's better.

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Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 9:28:00 PM

watched ice age 3 on sat=)
i love the baby t-rexes. haha so cute. so mini. eyes so round. so innocent in comparison to the mental image we have of t-rexes.
and spent the rest of the evening/night chatting.
time well spent.

online now=)
its times like this.

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Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 10:35:00 PM

bad mood.
kinda flared at someone i didnt mean to.
=(

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 10:59:00 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Beujgb0OBeY&feature=related
one of my favourite songs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuAxoaR2m3c&feature=related
this one's live.
there's always this magic on the stage.

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Sunday, July 05, 2009 @ 11:49:00 PM

i wanted to change my blogskin today.
but gave up.
just.
no patience to do the alignments.
haha
maybe tmr.
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i realised i still really really like christina aguilera's songs
listening to "the voice within" now
its really well written.
i hope she continues to write songs.


sian cos tmr go back to camp. comeon 2.5 more years.
oh ya. changed my bike. so far its reception has not been as bad as i feared=p

well..

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