I'm sick. I duno how also. Diarrhoea plus fever. On mc tmr.just saw doctor. Hope i get better before hof tmr so i wont be disturbed by fevers stomach-aches.
I think this line is interesting-now it's too late for u and your white horse to catch me now-by taylor swift. Corny? Maybe. But i think the lyrics for this song are rather natural. Quite well done.
someone offered to buy my bike for $2k. What do u think? Shd i sell? Then what would i ride? I'll have to find another bike.. Which is so mafan. I dont think i'll sell..cos i spent a lot of time effort and quite a bit of money to make it what it is today. Sorry ah dude, unless u can give me a better offer=p
I attended my friend's wedding engagement on sat night. It was a simple but meaningful affair. I didn't know condos were so beautiful in the dark. But then again i prob would not spend the money to buy one even if i could, which i prob couldn't. I'd rather get i house if i could, but i prob couldn't too. lol. Who knows what adidas stands for? This world famous brand actually presents the words- all day i dream about sex. Interesting? Hahaha.
Hof has been ending early.. Not that i'm complaining. Haha. Ran thru the altar and the door by casting crowns with e band cos its e special no for next week. Then was told that some of us will be playing for rzone easter celeb.. Sth like a mini gig. Half hour! I think i'll need to go learn e songs soon, given my poor repertoire of christian songs. Lucky i catch on fast.
So tmr is my friend's engagement. At 1st was to be rom. But change to engagement. So looking forward to it. Went home, waxed my bike. I'll try to do it once in 2weeks.. Maintain my bike.. After all it serves me well. And i like it. So.. Its all good.
Sth i took away tonight, was not to merely mention when u pray. Not cos of anything, but it just struck me that it was true.
And i'll leave everything to u. I decided it's beyond my reach.
One: and with that, i know that time waits for no one. Two: whose fault? Mine. Three: i downloaded check yes juliet by we the kings. I really like it now.
Sometimes i feel like i'm not moving Suspended in the sticky threads of time Looking on (not so numbly) as faces pass me by I try to wave, i try to catch up But the thin lines of deception catch and stumble my feet.
Sometimes i feel like the commodity A pawn used by a king Changing hands, its touch and go I feel hopeful, even useful for awhile But even children dont play the same games forever
Sometimes i feel like taking it out To feel less for awhile But the heaviness is heavier to bear When its inside once again.
This morning my father asked me to move out. He said either i go or he goes. Well my mother said she wouldn't allow it. And my father hit her. Why move out? Cos i bought a com from pc show. And i brought home a 2nd hand(or maybe 3rd or 4th who cares as long as its working) synthesizer keyboard home. Which he calls high class trash. So he says i need to go look for my own place for stuff. Ok. I agreed. Cos u know why no space?my there're only 3 tables in e house. One of which is e kitchen table. We have no cupboards for our clothes. Our beds have no mattress. We only have 2 chairs in e kitchen. Yeah there're 2 pianos. And he doesn't want to get tables for computer etc. Buy myself also cannot. So naturally i was willing to move. And he didn't want me ard too. And there was violence and noise that hurt e ears of e heart. And i came home today. He said i wasn't to move yet for sake of my mother's health. OKAY so that's news to me. Well anytime man. I've no tears for u anymore. But my heart nva stops feeling e pain. Its okay. At least i know my heart's still inside there. If this is gonna break up someday, know for sure i wont be e one. It'll either be my siblings, u urself, or maybe my mom. I'll just be content to FEEL THE PAIN :( goodnight. I'm really hurting from e smiling today. I just dont want to be like you.