hmm. outfield this week. great way to end last week with a well-spent sunday. watched speed-racer with samuel and christine. got new ideas. think i'll do some more recording soon tho i said i'll not write anymore this yr. its gonna be called no-claim-discount. the theme of the "album" within which the next few songs i'll write will be housed. and..i actually miss somebody.
and im back.. touched down abt 0130 hrs this morning.. proceeded to take my luggage and all.. dfs-ed.. then cabbed home with zg
reached home abt 3 and couldnt slp till 6. then fell asleep till 12 and played my new guitar till 1 and had lunch. then read e papers and read ytd papers. and left everything i brought back unpacked. then went out and arcaded.
lent my sgt money. hope he pays back by 9pm as he said..
boring day.. was actually happy to touch down this morning.. tho now im not sure wad im feeling...
I've made up my mind Don't need to think it over if I'm wrong I am right Don't need to look no further This ain't lust,i know this is love but If i tell the world,I'll never say enough Cause it was not said to you And thats exactly what i need to do If i'm in love with you Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Or would it be a waste? Even If i knew my place should i leave it there? Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhereI'd build myself up And fly around in circles Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle finally could this be it Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Or would it be a waste Even If i knew my place should i leave it there? Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Or would it be a waste? Even If i knew my place should i leave it there? Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere
today.. was just pure drama. it was pouring from e typhoon all.. muddy.. windy and cold. and life-threatening to my sergeant. today i learnt sth abt faith, guts and gut instinct. and trust/belief. wont forget it for a v long long time.
confused! but i fucking good at ignoring feelings alr.. I KNOW ITS DETRIMENTAL!!! i feel it is..but thats e way ive been for a very very very long time. and/but.. it's become my trademark. fucking emo roiling within.. a myriad of beautiful colours in conflict with each other..or harmony.. depends on how u look at it..depends on ur mood.
and i duno wad to do abt it... as always..its hard to express. fuck it.
i think i've become closer to dogs during my trip to tw here my camp has many many many stray dogs. i taught a stray dog(male) how to shake hands. and i was damn happy after that... i duno why...
today i went iepiat for shopping its in reverse cos we sneaked there today.. cos we were not officially allowed to go so far..but i guess we just ended up doing that. lol anw i spent abt nt4000 today.. abt 200 sing in 1 afternoon chor hor but no choice saw nice shoes..nice shirt and nice personalised accessories tat u wont find in sg so the money had to be spent lol
and last night i bought my eagle semi-acoustic guitar nt 4800 it was love at 1st sight i guess last week when i went out and chanced upon this shop i told them to keep e guitar for me as i'll be back e following week and ytd i went back to get it and i tried to reason to see if other models there were better worth my time and money but no.. that model came out tops. true love. LOL
jus proves tat love at 1st sight EXISTS. jk la its a fallacious statement
ok so i tested it- the acoustics etc and then i bought it and helped my indian fren to get his cow drums bought..cos language barrier hahaa
ok now a look at today's events
tw girls like black guys as me my fren found out. lol interesting phenomenon and tw gals are above average attractive. way they dress i guess..
streets of w i really nice to lose urself in.. and i dun mean jus loooking at e gals theres a feeling u wont find in sg when shopping the contrast btwn the age of the buildings cum their design cum their uniqueness cum their wild unrelenting traffic and traffic lights that are soo different..some with countdown timers to green..some with running green men.. and the motorists in street styled minimalist looking cars with lowered profiles tat speed by with rough exhaust tones..to the throngs of motorists who ride scooters who always try o squeeze into any available road space..and smtimes come close to knocking u down( i head tat in tw u can get ur riding license in 1 DAY...) really lose urself in every sense of the word.. neon signs everywhere..not like in sg then we also have signboards tat are realy well designed. compared to the ones in sg take a sign warning of nearby construction works- in tw it can be depicted by a cute rotound man wearing a yellow supervisor's helmet with equally appealing chinese fan ti letters warning of the obstruction ahead. wad do u see in sg? prob a red triangle warning of danger..awas..look out..etcetc sg is boring compared to tw so.. u can literally lose urself physically..mentally..and emotionally in tw and wake up finding tat u dont belong anywhere in the world.. but u know u are physically in tw its a weird feeling t describe.and i doubt that i have accurately portrayed it. haha so give me time. maybe i'll think it thru and comment more when i have more time after more reflection.
yea and in tw u have street performances not only for music but also stunt biking(freestyling etc) and the gals there show their appreciation for the stunts. creates a fun competitive kinda atmosphere.. stunts i saw today not bad. i cant do them tho.. havent played bicycle for years.
street music here is great..buskers beat sg's ones handsdown. no hope la sg buskers haha
yea so this is a brief update.. ----------------------------
kinda duno WHAT im feeling tonight la.. i cant place it. howw.. .......?