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Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 6:29:00 PM

i noe i said i want to let this blog fallow...


well..


i think im still gonna let it semi-fallow..


jus came here to make some little observations of christmastime this year.





one year in evangel.


since joining vic abt a month or two back this time last year.


erm.


this IS the 1st time i've given a christmas present.


in G12 last wed.


haha..


dun be stunned at my lack of..wadeva.


its not selfishness..or not giving..or wadeva.


i was jus brought up to know xmas but neva really celeb it.


tho my family is christian.


in this sense, i rather enjoyed the hof christmas celeb on fri.


tho i had to leave early due to HOME probs





FUCK


probs at home really RUIN my life..my mood..and rob me of my precious time..


i duno la.


i feel like im SPOILT goods.


i feel that im very different from others in the way i live my life..


in my actions..


in my course of thinking..


in what i say..


in short in almost everything..





i dont love anbody back at home.


i dont miss anyone back home.


i dont need anybody at home.


can u see how corrupted ive become?


only those who know me will noe wad im talking abt.





well as always i hope that all this can change for the better.


haha


but everyyear the amount of this hope diminishes exponentially.


i hope to change this cos i think its affecting my relationships OUTSIDE.





lets change the subject cos im sick of dealing with this day in day out.


haha.


a thought just came to me.


HOMESICK.


has just the meaning opposite of SICK OF HOME.





okok


anyway this christmas..


noticed a lot of girls wearing LBDs.


read: little BLUE dress.


not black.


haha


yea plenty of those coloured dresses being worn this year.


interestingly they're all in the same shade too.


inda like a blue's blue.a little off royal blue might be a more accurate description i think.


haha


and i never knew that blue would make so many ppl look good in it.


LOL





erm yea. thats jus an observation of mine.







i also wana save more money..and stop initial d'ing soon.



realise a lot of my money is gg into my integra.



lol



and its not even real.



gona make this one of my new year's resolutions.



so cliched..this ny resolutions.



a carry-over form a primary sch class when we all came back on the 1st day having to write out our resolutions for the year.that was the 1st time i was introduced to the term. p3 or 4 i think.

otherwise..

i never really bothered with keeping my reolutions or even making them.

hmm..
maybe my new year's resloution could be summarised in 2 letters.
LG
the handphone brand.
nice design and everything.intentionally vague.
but its easy to figure out.

by now, i've also forgotten wad other observations i had wanted to post.

2days to xmas.

this is like my 1st post where i use some good english language too..in terms of words and style.

always not bombastic.

but gp-a1.

LOL

apart from the spelling shortcuts..i hope all of my writing style is still intact.

no avenues to try it out tho.

anyway.. dun bhb
and

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE!!!

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Saturday, December 08, 2007 @ 8:06:00 PM

i think im gonna let my blog FALLOW.
cos..
i feel ive lost the drive to blog.the urge.
so...
allowing my blog to fallow will be a good idea.
just as farmers have to let their plots fallow to prevent deteoriation of soil quality.


just a quick summary:
celebrated jinlong's bdae.
woke up in the morning today in pain.
my neck.
my stupid pt session in camp on thur.
zzz
HELICOPTER was the exercise.
today then pain.
helping out in scs musical.
lately i have a lot of song ideas.
my CREATIVITY seems to be BACK.
today when i was giving out flyers i got another idea for a chi song..
tentatively called~wbhwjn
erm yea.
but im not gonna write it down.
means if it comes back to me again it'll prob be a great melody.
that ppl will like.
all i want now is to be a songwriter.and write my heart out.
different genres..styles..
tribal song for church camp(which i din go)..musical style songs..moody songs..upbeat dance no.s
all..
im adapting to accept and appreciate.
i realise now i am slowly beginning to appreciate LINES.
CURVES.
especially in CARS.
last time i said there was no car i liked.
now im not so sure...
DESIGN is occupying my mind now.
i realise now the nuances in design that influence sth's popularity and use.
and i have to applaud dick lee for this.
he's also a designer.
music and design are like brother and sister.
music is in face a subset of design.
because music is full of nuances in itself too.

things id like to change abt myself:(while playing jenga for hm bdae the peice of wood popped me this qn.)i gave a flat ans as my height.but..
the most impt thing id like to change is the inability to talk in front of some ppl.
i can write bcos my heart/brain processes wad i wana say and i hear it in my head and THEN i will write it out or speak it out.
so sometimes selfcensure occurs.
its defeating me.
because i dont get through to others unless im lucky or....usu..
gona be back but not too soon.

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