This week is my most memorable week of this year. Why? cos i only went to camp on wed. And 2days later today i attended a leadership cum profiling course by sma. And its surprisingly accurate. I mean, i found no loopholes to allow me to cheat to manipulate e scores and result to be what i wanted. And one of e tests involved us to participate individually and as a group. And e group score was seriously way better. Tho i attended with other army personnel whose edu level def not so high cos age diff etc. But wow. Group effort really changes things. Guess I'll be more pro group from now on. Ha.
sorry. I started this post trying to write in standard english but e last couple of lines in e last para became a lil broken. Cos i'm lazy. And i'm typing on a keypad. Not a keyboard. Haha. So apologies.
and so collected my books today at orchard after e course. And went to church. Went to macs with dorothy leeyin and alex. And chatted. And it felt good to jus do that. I duno. Maybe i like doing simple things.
lazy to update more. Cos its a keypad.
lets end with some random statements: 1)i like someone's accent. 2)i think i keep too many secrets. But maybe everyone's like that? 3)so many of my frens are leaving to study overseas. 3 to switzerland, among others. And i think they're really lucky. If only i have the chance...
i din expect to receive a bdae wish from someone yesterday. but it was a pleasant surprise and i appreciate it.
so i'm 20 today. let's set some goals for myself for next year:
complete my 1st 70.3 ironman get my grade 5 theory and grade 8 theory done. start teaching music. buy a com and start to rec music. make more money. be more true to myself. ok. lets see if i can meet these 1st. haha
21k today went well:) for my 1st time i clocked 1h 50min. Without much training. Last run was 3 weeks back. So i guess if i train i shd go below 1:40. anyway i think i've mastered a new tactic that works for me. A breathing tactic that lets me stay up longer than others with less training. Was trying to explain to vic the other time but nvm. As long as it works for me. And seriously la. I think smoking doesn't affect runners that adversely. I'm not advocating smoking btw. It's jus me. Like my new breathing theory.
ok away from e run. So i missed church cos of it(ahm). And then went home and ko'ed. Till 5. Then found it to be raining cats dogs and their young. And din wan stay at home. So jio'ed jw and ber to play pool. Pooled at bugis. Not bad. But a bit ex. And then had dinner and went jw house do e-sizing. Anyhow do. Haha. and jus got home.
having this stupid stomachache since i ate that banana after my run. Feel i'm gonna ko again soon. Plus my legs are really killing me.
tmr's my birthday. Took birthday off.which is good. Cant imagine working on my birthday. Really no morale already. Down down. Jus keeping myself afloat only.. Anyway what's giving up if u'd never had it in e 1st place? Cos then u cant give anything up rite? Haha.
It was wet. But the last time had been so different. He thought he could taste it. But the admission was tough coming through, and so he stood, facing it with a nonchalant air that belittled his feelings so, and let it pass; pass the place around him like a breeze flirting with time, placing the past in a grapple of comparison that the present stood to misunderstand. And it could be surmised as a subject; a feeling or an object of one's focus for the occasion. Because it was the heaviness he breathed that hurt.
800m was.. A first for me. Cos first time i clock tat kind of timing. Haha. Well.. I dun tink too much of it. Cos i think e rest like cedric and ming hui nva pia 100%.
after tat went to meet chris and andrew.. For dinner at an italian place at novena. Food was not bad.. But cos after e run dun really haf energy to eat.. And we had complimentary alcoholic drinks.. Dessert wines.. Prefered e pear to e lemon and orange peel variant. I Duno. For drink i prefer harder stuff like vodka. Either hard or easy like beer. Anything in between tastes kinda lousy to me. Haha.
then went to gym with ly. And then alpha plus. And now chillin out with old sec sch frens. Ryan chinkiat roy jon and wk. Haha. Good to see everyone again:) more to be updated when i've e time.
3 things: 1)seeing certain ppl really makes ur day. 2)i love yogurt. Getting addicted to it. 3)found a new muse- in e form of a poem from someone's blog. It's so good i think i can turn it into a song. When i have e time ba...
And so managed to jio ppl to go watch money not enough 2 ytd. met leeyin and alx at np cos he wanted see some laptops. Then mt'd some. But lost due to dirty tactics. But there's this other guy i always cant catch. Hmmm. then met lil and went hub to catch e movie. And ly went for her dinner. And we couldn't get tickets. Like i thought. And so watched 9pm show. It was okay. Not too good not too bad. I guess e 1st one was better for me. This one a bit off e plot. If u noe wad i mean. Not enough y. And from money-centric gv became family centric. Plus a couple more reasons i wont write for laziness. Booking in like in an hour. Haha. Sianess. but at least it was a long weekend:)
Haha something's not right. I cant sleep leh. Update later. Leaving hse now.
Time for an account of my super short weekend: it all began on a friday night at an east coast chalet. My staff told me i had to go back to work e next day. Cos of some last min requirements for monday- Sian no 1. so sat worked till 8pm. Booked out.. Psped and drank some. Then slept abt 1- Sian no 2. That was all i could do on sat. so went to alpha plus today. Decided baptism wont hurt. And basically im not going to ever be good enough for it. So.. Dun ask if im gonna join musmin. Jus gonna go for baptism 1st. And then went to service and rushed for a swim. Trying to keep to my min one swim a week regime which i started last week. Trying. Then caught mummy. Not bad. Not fantastic. But good enough for me. Better than e 2nd one la. Same wisecracks. Nice mythology and action. And arcaded again. Won 2 lost one. Then lost e rest. Fuck. No balls is it..? Teamwork to slam ur cars into me. Plus i'm undertuned. Haix. Some ppl really no self respect. Then took my safra card back from chris and went back home. Which is now. Which is go home buy food eat and prepare to sleep. Thats my weekend for u. Sad. So sad. bemittxenlliwnehwn
and speaking of which i haf a really nice chinese tune which i managed to think up and rec this morning. Lately been fascinated by tunes of non english origin. Ha