Thursday. Dont feel like blogging, but shall do so cos i felt really uplifted ytd. Why? I saw a rainbow.
around 615pm, after e rain. And it lasted like over 20 mins, throughout e drizzle. And its colors were so strong, vibrant and rich! Hues that made my heart happy. Shades that made me forget abt what i couldn't let go- it's warmth seeping through e dampness that caused a stillness in my heart; making it come alive. And there was no dull pain for that moment, and there was joy as i pointed out to everyone that there were not one, but 2 brilliant rainbows. Lol. I dono. Long time since i saw 2 made me get pretty excited. So i guess rainbows make me happy. And i discovered sth else. As i was riding back home from camp, i passed by kranji reservoir. A road runs through e reservoir. One side bears e mark of construction, buildings, cranes etc. The other lets one gaze upon a hazy outline of e shore during a cold misty morning. So e rainbows spanned these 2 entities, within a single portrait; a perfect instance of nature's presence within a man-made environment, a perfect picture of nature complementing and completing an urban/ suburban look. I thought it was beautiful. And as i crossed that stretch, as how things always are with time, that moment disappeared forever from my sight, leaving it in my memory.
Short update.. watched benjamin button with d on thurs:) fri went for hof. Sat went to camp for ot. Rushed to church to donate blood. Went to malaysia to change my bike locks. And ended up being convinced to respray and buy new fairing. So my bike's gonna look new again. Lol. Decided to respray to e same red and white. Thought of all black. But well, save money lah. Not exactly cheap to respray. But I'll need to sell my bike anw. So need to do up. No one will buy a bike with a lousy appearance. So i will be collecting my new resprayed fairing on next sat. Now using substitute black fairing e shop owner loaned me. So my bike is red white black gold. But only for time being la. Today went town with st zw mh. Decided to make payment for my keyboard purchase on ebay. Did it by western union. Now feeling poorer! Some unfortunate thing happened too. Dont feel like typing on my Hp. Sorry. Want to find out ask me. Haha. Hope i dont get cheated by this overseas transaction. Hmmm. Cant wait to get my keyboard tho. Next week got friend's birthday party to attend.
i feel so tired. Sorry for e bad english. Sorry for e blandness in e post. I'm feeling really disorganised now. It's mental and emotional.
Nth much. Went plaza sing to watch slumdog millionaire with alex shu ting and zhi wei. time spent well. It was fun:) and i didnt get activated this weekend. Hahaha
Tried to turn today's feelings into some music. Not successful. So in sum, this was what i did. spent my valentines day with no one in particular.. esleecalpemosstraehymsoc. Actually e music came out rather nonchalant. But nth notable abt it. I think i played one of my best for church ytd. But it's still a far cry from what i could do in jc. Playing music is a feeling. Not all of it's come back to me.
and wow. I was impressed by ur emotion on stage ytd.ha. It came across. Really well i think.
Well. A short update on my life in recent days. And on valentines, today.
been really busy in camp. Work is hard. And i'm kinda demoralised seeing all my friends ord- alone and only me left. Work is physically tiring. But seeing e familiar company gone makes me feel so low. Like there's no one to share with anymore.
been on mobilisation standby since last tues. Till next tue. So 3 more days to go. So far not activated. Which is good, cos i'm under advance party- gotta reach in m-2 hours. Means need to rush to report ahead of ppl. In any case i banked on not being activated today- collected my new passport this morning. Finally i can pump jb petrol again. It's really too costly to own a vehicle in singapore. Bike still ok. Car? U have to really be rich or really rich. Left house at 10 for ica. Managed to collect my passport by 1115. Zoomed back. So far so good, no activation. had fish porridge for lunch, read my car mag abt e new fairlady 370z- a beauty. E older 350z is my choice of car for e arcades. Usu i use that. Or e s2000. My friend was telling me i can mail in my 350 data card to receive e 370's. But i'm just lazy to do it. And in any case i think i've quit arcade to save some money, so shall continue.
was really tired after reading. So i slept from 4 to 7. Woke for dinner. Felt sian. Went to find alx and co. They played playground games. I just sat there listening to my hp music and doing sudoku. Then they played truth and dare a short while. I notice when ppl play this game it's cos they want to find out sth they wont dare to ask in another way. And it's always also abt who likes who. I managed not to say anything.
then they went home. And i did too. Got my new passport, rode to jb. Dragged every gear. So far i've only dared to ride at 140. Any higher e wind's really really strong and i just get a bit afraid and close e throttle. Lol. Maybe on a bigger bike. So i wont fly if there's a crosswind.
came back with full tank of petrol. Opened a can of anchor, sat at e piano. Cont...
Today i'm very tired because i slept at 12. Plus had to fetch my father to e airport at 4am. Then rushed straight to camp to catch a few winks. But ended up getting bitten by mosquitoes. So i couldn't sleep at all. So i finally decided to do it. Cos i dont want to run from myself le.. :)