It's e last 20 mins of 2008.. And i've decided to spend it with my blog. Haha.. ok. So this year has been a year of 1sts for me- like getting my motorcycle license, riding a kawasaki sports bike, experiencing 140kmph on it.. (did not dare to open more throttle), having my 1st stay in hospital, 1st serious bike crash, 1st time applying a cast, 1st time in so much pain esp e 1st 2 weeks after e accident, 1st time giving tuition also, 1st time seeing my friends ord and tell me that and myself realising that i'm sad for myself, 1st time in many minds abt what i want to study and do with my life, and it's e 1st time i'm concerned abt this also, 1st time writing a christian christmas song.. 1st time knowing more and being much closer friends with ppl.. Like vic, leeyin.. Realising new perspectives from dorothy, lol. Learning to be patient, from my this accident, gg back to my roots,( hopefully), well i started playing e piano in bits and pieces again.. After like a 4 year hiatus.. Hope it can continue to pick up.. Well got baptised. Joined music ministry got into hof band debuted on region c pardoned if i didn't remember wrong.. Wrote quite a few songs this year, gave one away to ly(hope u still remember it and like it), one christmas one, one more which i wont do yet, (the one with e pun), another one in g which CAN rival 2nd hand serenade's hits like goodbye your call etc when and if it's done. Trust me. But i also wont do that yet. Ya.. I cant remember le. Haha..
anyway i'd like to take this last moment of 08 to thank all my friends who have helped me and been there for me e whole year round, esp during my accident:) Hope i've been good to u all too..
and basically my best memories of 08 lie with ethereal, a blue lollipop, a bus, loongg late night talks, and a song sung by mandy moore. Think It's called only hope. Realised that it's a brilliantly constructed song too:) amazing. well i'd like to say more.. But wont. Cos 09's creeping up and i want to be doing nth at e stroke of midnight:)
i guess i don't write posts addressing you often.. In fact this is a first. well.. 2008's ending. In like 2 days? And i feel heavy. Gosh u feel so heavy inside of me! And i know why. Cos of ? Hai. Will it make a difference if i? Why am i so afraid? Why am i holding it? Am i confused? Afraid that it'll crumble like an unearthed artefact in the sweeping wind of time?
Hello... A brief update on what's happened, been happening and shd happen in my life.. 6dec. Skidded just entering e cte tunnel near eu tong sen rochor tat side. I cant remember e road name. But it was a 2lane entry to e tunnel. And a slight left on a rainy afternoon and i skidded from left lane to hit e right lane curb and tore my left knee, grazing my left shoulder, hip and arm. Was lucky e cars braked in time. And i took e nearest exit to outram on my left and rode my damaged bike to sgh a and e block one in gear 3and 4. Damage: fairing paint severely blemished, mirrors broken and signal light indicator destroyed, left foot rest sheared in half, hanging to e arm by some black fibre, gear selector halved and operation questionable. Verdict: lucky to be alive and to not break any bones. But i've been in pain and mc since then. Hope to heal faster.haha
3nites 4days in hospital. Opted for c got a b2.Stayed with 3other bike accident fellows. Befriended one, who helped me from getting my bike wheel clamped and getting demerits by asking his gfriend and friend to help me move my bike to a public carpark nearby. Thanks dude. His name is bryan.
Thank you choochye for helping me bring my bike back to my carpark instead of me having to call for tow. And vincent mario and alvin for assisting.
Well, heroes is just over.. Think it was great. Haha. So yea. Anw i guess it's only thru this kinda events that i can get to work with my cell so closely.. And d others who made it all work.. Yea.
And i wrote and rec a song christmas without u. My first xmas christian song. So far it's received okay with everyone.. And this morning i got an idea for a song because i love u. And ya. I havent worked on it yet.
So now i'm thinkin of studying psychology at caps near beach road. Centre of applied psychological studies. Specialist dip followed by a honours degree awarded by brookes university uk. Parttime. Any advice anyone? Hope my leg heals faster. And yea. It's pretty much suppressed. I guess i could keep it this way forever if i needed to.
I'm not feeling well. Not like i used to. E meds are making me have diarrhea:(:(:( And i'm feeling v restricted by e cast. And super weak and so tired easily. It seemed like all my energy went out in e hospital trying to prove that i was well enough to go home now i'm home i'm super tired. And actually am nauseas compared to when after my op with GA when i was supposed to be nauseatic. Now i dont feel like gg anywhere. My lunch simply wont go down and i have a headache! I nva have headaches :( dizzy looking at my hp screen but there's nth else to do here...
I fell jus nw. Somehow after my right turn into lim chu kang road my bike could not come up. Next thing i knew i was skidding on e road and i began to brake in earnest. And my bike hit e ground and slid a few more metres and stopped on e grass patch beside a farm. And i crawled out from under it. And i lost my right side signal light and had my fairing scratched and handle bar alignment is out. And i have 3 scratches in e shape of claw marks on my right arm. Lucky i was wearing boots. thanks God that's all that happened to me.