YAY cross country today 24 position i mean.. dunno its 23 or not.. FORGOTTT!!! improvement over last yr of 31!!!
but disapointed i din get medal.. by 4 places ONLY!!! but this yr competition was tougher lor.. i think i waas the 3rd rasalas to finish.. fast?
but i ran my best today 80~90 % capacity.. jus couldnt overtake the 3some of TAurus and SAGGI at THE LAST STRETCH!!! SO DISAPPOINTING!!!... at the main road there i saw DANIS..rap but they are jus too fast for me hais
WHAT TO DO IF NVA TRAIN?????
i honestly feel tat if im in some sports cca that requires me to train like runnin or jus a sport i will definitely be able to run faster lo this is like my BASE stamina think if i joined cross country i as fast as yin hou and wen jin confirm
yin hou train so hard oso come in 4th 17 + mins i think i sub 20 not sure.. nid to confirm when timings are made known
SIANZ really disappointed.. but its my fault anyway.. nothing i say here cahnges the fact that im still NOT UP THERE
haha these are all just excuses.. (originally wanted to find a lighter shoe.... ___________________________________________
went eat with po hm zoe is leona cc su hui slack wallk ard do nth is and po buy present for wq.. tot of sharin.. but din speak up.. wq is our sec sch fren..
went safra yishun shd haf tricked the lady.. so we could play pool in our school u's i mean..she's so naive la
unbelievable.
in the end went arcade with gurls and is
is hm good para para team wor me? not much of a dancer.. haaz
tried the games i used to be expert at.. car racing and bike racing WOW
cant race liao time extension so FEW
last time i pri sec sch got go my msian hse tat time every wk sure go plaza angsana train.. now 4 yrs later of no arcade?
keep crashin into walls.
DAMN TIRED..
tmr muz speed post my songs for competition jus remembered deadline is 31 1o bucks gone sorry jk cant pay class fund YET but i will pay
tmr cross country siana shin bones pain hamstring too.. POWER FAILURE too.. no energy to muscles..
you know something? i TOTALLY DISAGREE with wad we learn in bio.. i eat i drink food gets digested y do i feel so energyless and weak?
i seriously do not feel good
but im still producing atp rite?
then WHY?
somethings wrong and i know it.. but i dont know how to fix it
failed math test but not as bad as i prepared myself to fail for.. thanks to my iteration and area of graph and vol of revolution and qn1 polynomials.. my fav in sec school.. iswan and polun gettin math tuition.. WHAT ABOUT ME????
haiz
was jus thinkin too.. y did yvonne delete her blog...
cheerful day today THOUGH MY BACK IS SO PAINFUL BECAUSE OF SUNBURN went out.. cycling home.. saw this girl.. tot she looked so familiar.. looked looked NEARLY crashed into a lampost.. but fortunately my quick reflexes saved me.. i think i have FAST reflexes.. coz i can save many futsal goals.. as in MOST.. but that is last time play in sch wif e guys.. maybe like my brain, my reflexes have slowed too.. VERDICT: i must be geting old.
anyway
afternoon played bball.. 4 wks din play played like a retard at 1st then the feeling came back.. chop balls just started hAPPenIng.. lost 3 sets..won 2.. but ve lost only by 1 shot.. REALLY close fight those guys are SOOOO tall... good fight. memorable part: i spun 360 and shoot high angle above the 1.9m guys head and chop must be a taikou shot talking about luck AGAIN...... cuz i never was good at high angle shots. haha jus realised... that means im not really good at anything all by luck one ma
haiz got IEEE to do... mr lim sounds ANGRY... we need to rework our PROPOSAL.. says he.. areas to improve:
-practical details of the project -how to engineer the plants.
need to bring spanner and allen keys for calvin tmr.. must not forget.. got reaearch to do... provided my wireless holds...
~THE END~ -the never-ending story with the never ending hope
1st experience kayaking 2dae.. and already straightaway solo all e guys.. solo.. haha
but had to leave early.. for a reason. no need to know.. coz no one wld believe anyway.
but i cant say i din enjoy today's outing... tho i had to leave earlier than the rest...
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PART 2
was reading yvonne's blog.. dated 24 march i tink
every word is true. but the last 2 paragraphs are too chim even for me to understand.. or im just becoming stupid maybe mr khoo has shown that to me but i am not accepting the fact.
but anyway.. the likeness of the description is startling. jus wondering.. did u write it urself?
dont ask me how i know.. because its unlikely that ill ever tell.. and that moment has passed. i dont have the time machine. all i can say is: i hate to admit that FATE exists. __________________________________ PART 3 i need to password protect my blog. because i need someone to talk to.
nice week.. no stress.. no need study.. no worries.. except that i know that i failed bio and maths.. and that is bad.. cant believe that i told mr tan to give me 0 for my bio assignment.. wads happening to me? AND TOOTHACHE!!! first time get TOOTHACHE IN MY LIFE!!! left jaw there.. cant chew... eating is such a PAIN
my attitude become so bad sia wonder wad mr Khoo will say about my math result... dun wan him call parents leh.. i mean.. thats just not good.... wad shd i do for my maths?
v sad MY POOR MATHS iswan oso like damn sad.. nid to cheer up ok? i mean.. din really put in e necessary effort rite? so we are still to blame... haiz
SENTOSA tmr? 10am harbourfront rite? hmm.. i goin.. but i tink i nid to leave early.. sorry ppl.. but i really need to.. not so early la.. but prob earlier than e rest.. things happen i guess..
love my new mp3.. i mean now i can take my entire collection ard wherever i go.. so nice.. all e gd songs.. haha
muz be cheerful.. times are short.. this yr will be over before i noe it.. time and tide wait for no man rite?
its unlikely that you will ever know the truth... but thats insignificant..compared to...
went to watch date movie with class guys.. orig iswan wan go cuz cher n von watchin.. den i oso wan watch.. den all e guys in e end decided to watch.. haha cal say a bit waste $$$ cant really say that la i tink.. a movie is a movie rite? but i think its really a creative movie very creative..i liked it link here link there.. mus be quite fast to catch wad they are sayin then can see the link to understand some jokes.. haha
ahh.. finally no stress again wow but dread tmr.. probably gettin back math.. i let mr khoo down.. i mean.. yea.. i shdnt fail lor ive got no excuse to fail..
mr tan too.. feel kinda GUILTY abt failin his bio.. cuz I ACTUALLY SUBMITTED BLANK ASSIGNMENTS FOR HIS TUTORIALS!!!.. now i till FAIL.. really NO RESPECT, JOEL i must not do that AGAIN.. i mean if u dun wanna do assignments u HAVE NO RIGHT TO FAIL.. after all ur so gd as not to do them right? sorry.. it will NOT happen AGAIN.
haha tmr iswan's bdae..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISWAN!!!!!!! wish u nothin but the best for wadeva u do in ur life.. including ur studies.. yi fan feng shun.. be successful.. rich.. well-loved.. healthy.. strong.. clever smart intelligent.. and everything else that u ever need...
went to buy presents for tc(belated) and is with class guys.. hope they like them.. haha
hmmm.. nid to save some $$$.. lately been overspending.. and im the poorest in class... haa..
went to watch date movie with class guys.. orig iswan wan go cuz cher n von watchin.. den i oso wan watch.. den all e guys in e end decided to watch.. haha cal say a bit waste $$$ cant really say that la i tink.. a movie is a movie rite? but i think its really a creative movie very creative..i liked it link here link there.. mus be quite fast to catch wad they are sayin then can see the link to understand some jokes.. haha
ahh.. finally no stress again wow but dread tmr.. probably gettin back math.. i let mr khoo down.. i mean.. yea.. i shdnt fail lor ive got no excuse to fail..
mr tan too.. feel kinda GUILTY abt failin his bio.. cuz I ACTUALLY SUBMITTED BLANK ASSIGNMENTS FOR HIS TUTORIALS!!!.. now i till FAIL.. really NO RESPECT, JOEL i must not do that AGAIN.. i mean if u dun wanna do assignments u HAVE NO RIGHT TO FAIL.. after all ur so gd as not to do them right? sorry.. it will NOT happen AGAIN.
haha tmr iswan's bdae..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISWAN!!!!!!! wish u nothin but the best for wadeva u do in ur life.. including ur studies.. yi fan feng shun.. be successful.. rich.. well-loved.. healthy.. strong.. clever smart intelligent.. and everything else that u ever need...
went to buy presents for tc(belated) and is with class guys.. hope they like them.. haha
hmmm.. nid to save some $$$.. lately been overspending.. and im the poorest in class... haa..
whenever one is not happy, one must always try to make oneself happy. because no one owes anyone a living. no one is obliged to make anyone smile.
so i went and got myself a new 2.0GB mp3 player.. german make i think.. z-cyber.. only $188 blu-green-white.. cheery to replace my 1.0GB one which is crippled. carrefour is having this crazy sale on electronics.. i love electronics.
now all my possession of songs can fit
been suffering ever since my mp3 spoiled. at least now i can listen to my song collection have you heard the sound of silence? the silence at home is electifying.. not just hotwiring my brain.. but breaking my heart too.
recovered except for sore throat.. soooo pain killing me...
oh.. became weaker physically after the fever.. today woke up to go to school.. dizzy.. stood up.. saw stars.. knocked my head into the wall.. notice i said INTO.. damn
how to finish bio? if i do... i will have to sacrifice math totally... that will mean that: mr khoo will SOOOOO be LAFFING his little ASS OFF ALL THE WAY TO SEE HIS LULU!!!
burning up.. fever 39.4 at 4pm seena doc feel like dying doc say cld be heatstroke. i dunno.. ahhhhhhhhhh.... there goes my hols.. and how to study ???
success.. from woodlands to suntec city and back.. bypassing newton mrt dhoby gaut mrt city hall mrt.. under 3 hours!!! 2 and 3/4 to be precise...
on e same bike tat i use to school
with 20 inch wheels.. imagine the speed on a proper road bike.. or a racer.. hahaha
really wish ij will organise sort of a biking cross country.. i will surely participate.. i think i will definitely stand a betta chance than in our cross country.. can say that.. like.. for 95% of all my travels.. i use a bike.. unless go out with frens..
next intended voyage: from woodlands to west coast to east coast back to woodlands... one way: 42k if i not wrong.. today only covered ard 60 to and fro.... not easy some of e slopes.. no steep.. but loooonnngg... haha
will try to study tonight.. i must make an effort.. seems like every one is making some sort of effort.. but as always.. the spirit is willing.. but e flesh is weak...
went swimming today.. after so long.. stroke so crap.. seems like im goin backwards.. realised that i have really gotten weaker.. cant ven finish 100 metres... 50 metres already panting like siao
wan go register at ezy video.. wan go ren some vcd watch.. hooked liao.. haha
i suppose holidays can watch ba.. yesterday jus finish charlie and the choc factory.. stunning realisation: levan talks like willy wonka.. dont believe me? watch the movie.
thurs ronin came to ijc.. seems like i forgot to blog abt it.. doin it now anyway. like levan's voice.. but sean is more skillful.. and a quieter performer.. like me.
so i can say i identify myself more with him.. i like his strumming.. makes me wan go practise some more on my lousy guitar.. haha if possible mayden2 really wanna debut e guit.
wrapped up my instrumental for a competition themed "salute to singapore on fri.." 80% satisfied with e outcome.. another one man show.. what can i expect.. its not easy.. think gonna edit on mon.. my lead trumpets are not LOUD enough.. so are the last part strings..
lol..
iswan dropped by.. got him to help me PAN the jet fighters' engine sounds right to left.. just realised sth.. i DIDNT work.. lol.. i forgot how to create that effect le.. so it just comes out one side.. what a WASTE..
some hollow spots here and there.. overall ok.. rather satisfied at the outcome.. teachers commented that the 1st part sound very peaceful.. can say romantic.. lol.. of course la.. originally the first part was not intended for a instrumental for national day.. but for _______________
specially wrote that with __________ in mind. meant to dedicate some more... alas...
but that is now the distant past really dont have that kinda time this yr to indulge in that..
and i didn have the ending to that theme that time.. just popped into my head like that.. i mean.. everything that has a start must have an end.. one chooses it.. the EARTH is ROUND.. not FLAT like in the days preceding COLOMBUS lol
i feel a lot of dry humour today.
dun really noe y
mr ma says i shd record as many songs as i can.. WOW FIRST GOOD ADVICE i HEARD FROM A TEACHER.. ADVICE I WILL TAKE
wonder whats happenin with the musicians club album production.. if nothing happens can just sell mine rite? haha
confirm can produce an album i.. mr ng chee wee? pls dont be biased anymore.. overgate is NOT as popular as u think.. me are all the same popular.. (same as the chinese chess theory) give me a chance to showcase what i've got can? letme produce a solo album??
every teacher "using psychology on me"..quoting vic... playing mind games...quoting jasper... lol
like im affected..
i mean.. its not as if i am not trying... no one can noe anything and everything.. i... just try very hard...
believe me. ___________________________________
played chinese chess with vic on the way there on e bus to suntec..
won both sets...
and he drew with jasper... and i lost to jasper...
lol
no offense.. but this is er..
a different kind of a uniquely appalling result.. if u noe wad i mean...
lol
jasper? the self proclaimed QIWANG? i propose a rematch.. lol..
but we have some fine chess players i s21..
frankly and blunt to the point of rudenessly, ill say that w are roughly each other's standard...
sorry jasper.. but that's how i feel..
lol i think if IJ were to hold a tournament we s21 could have something to look forward to... if la.. such interesting activities in IJ are not FORTHCOMING. period.
day in day out.. its the SSAAMMEE OOOOLLLLD THIIINNG.
think we could probably trash other classes...
we are s21..after all...
___________________________________________ went career exhi at suntec..
ok.. call me a suahku..
gonna admit: 1st time i in suntec...
comments?
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must say that it IS ONE OF THE UGLIEST BUILDINGS I HAVE EVER SEEN
bad impression... ___________________________________
world cup movie was gd tho..
think 2nd time seeing a 3d movie..
wonderin to myself.. will these glasses work on other 3d movies?
will they make ordinary cinema movies come alive in 3d too? ___________________________________
took a pix(polaroid) wif world cup.. so did all e guys.. bake too i think..
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too many more things to say...
went home in a mood...
a kind of mood...
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will probably be in that mood for a very long time to come...
i know why.. but u dont.. ________________________________________
who cares rite? _________________________________________
gonna catch up wif pro sch mates tmr...
dunno 5 yrs le can remember them anot..______________ __________________________________________
all the best to polun for the cheerleading!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do everyone proud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes.. although hard work is necessary what smetimes makes the difference is LUCK snigger right? some of u? no?
it is a heightened state of mind..awareness..that u have.. when u feel like u will win.. you know it.. play bball n u will noe..
the feeling... when u are taking a super tough shot cuz ur opponent is like 1foot taller than u and has limbs 1meter longer than urs.. u have the feeling, the shot swoops in.
beautiful. beautiful.
hai..
beautiful is a cursed word.. again i say: believe me.