went dxo on sat
with shawn..met mark leon sasha etc on e way.
kinda drawn to the club music..
sounds nice with bOOming base
haha..
club music seems like a good style to expand to..
and it's purposeful.
i want to try to write club music.
AND..
realised ludacris has plenty of airplay in clubs..
on radio his songs dont really fit in..but in clubs..it sounds good.
but still ludacris not the best rapper ard for me.
anyway..had one underage in my grp..
and he got bounced
so we left a little early

which on hindsight was good..cos..
e COPS came.
haha

so we tried to go to other bars at md sultan etc..
and just hung ard till morning.
got home at 5..

..smoked.
been a long time since i last smoked.
well nvm
im not hooked
group smoker.

but drinking and smoking makes one really done the next day..
i slept almost the whole of sunday..
and kinda felt down from sunday evening on.

but i think i will go again soon.
haha
its not a bad place.
plus theres a lot of things to see.

1st time drank an AMsterDAM
11.6 BEER
normally tigers hein etc all like wad..very low percent..
in fact i nva heard of amsterdam till sat.
it tastes less bitter than tiger.
so i had an amsterdam 500mlcan
and 2 tigers before the club
and 2 jugs of duno wad inside.

not much i know..
wonder wads my limit?
haha
i wana find out.
............................

"won that cover tear sei.."

i think i need a change of song and blogskin.
i suddenly dont feel like YELLOW.

hmm
is there hope for me?

better not to believe too soon.
later disappointed is worse.

lone now k y shaven?

-sat-
last rehearsal for create and rehearsed for the musical.

-sunday-
watched HARRY potter with iswan
rehearsed for the musical

-wed-
g12??

-fri-
create band vocal showdown.
i dun expect to win..noeing the standard we're at.
hmm
but i dun wanna lose the musical.
cos i put in effort for the songs.

the only constant in my life seems to be music.
thats kinda sad.
--------------------

was reading feb issue of men's health at frens hse.
says tat men do not express emotions well or at all..or sth to tat effect

of course tats true
quite obvious no?

but music serves as one possible outlet.
thats the good thing.
the best creativity stems from emotions.

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

　知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛

working on the create musical..
tired..
today goin practice song at jamming studio.
weekends is soo short..
but aniwae i not much money left..
1st time in my life..
almost BROKE
HAHA
spend too much going out la
-----
aniwae
i cant do anything..
cos i duno wad to do.
so sorry.
HAIZ

alot of thigs i duno how to say la.
j.

hal kaerbtraeh tib a
..mmh
but its ok.
maybe its fate.
fate has never been too kind to me.

hal kaerbtraeh tib a
..mmh
but its ok.
maybe its fate.
fate has never been too kind to me.