(today...
well lived..
makes every yesterday seem like a dream..
and every tomorrow..
a vision...
of hope...)

somehow u made me feel better...

again..

feel like i can study again...

(today...
well lived..
makes every yesterday seem like a dream..
and every tomorrow..
a vision...
of hope...)

somehow u made me feel better...

again..

feel like i can study again...

sunday

went gym with iswan..
didn call calvin..
sorry..
hp problem..

gym gives me time to think and relax..

and destress i suppose..
tho im not feelin too much stress over schoolwork yet..
cuz i cant fully focus on it..
hell..
haven even do math 26yet lor..
tat day mr tan ur tut..
sorri..
meant to stay back in school on fri do..
i stayed back..
in e end played some bomberman with jasper..
watched movie american pie e weddin.
did ms lim's message..
surfed net..
download more songs..
wanted play chinese chess with jasper..
in e end din play oso..
surfed more net..
internet so alluring..
for one hu nva had proper free-for-all plus an own com until this year...
distracting me..
but i always refuse to accept it..
and continue surfin..

surfin USA...




in e end didn do..
by the time i got home then i just realised that i had not submitted the hard copy...
hai..
now dunno u will mark anot..
anyway this time my fault..

today wanted do chem carboxyl then afternoon oversleep..
go cut hair..
mop floor
eat dinner..
now no time again...



dunno wad happenin to me sia..

last words to my first civics tutor... ms lim li san

SAINT ANDREW'S CATHEDRAL

MS LIM'S WEDDING..
our gp teacher and ct..
of course..
she was our gp and ct...

wedding was my first ever attended.

hope to attend more...

its nice to know that someone loves another...

and decides to commit their lives to each other...
for as long as they live...

that is just so...
GREAT!!...
(no superlative word i know suffice in my attempt at this description.. so i use great...)

but what happens after years of marriage are what matters...
i've seen enough to know what im talking about...
its AWFUL...
(again, no superlative word i know suffice in this particular description..)

so..

wishing ms lim and mr victor...

contentment...
joy...
peace...
forever love...
riches...(both material and spiritual)
faithfulness..
trust...
understanding..
and every superlative positively connotated word i know...

and may the Lord keep you both so that u may both live out your lives..grow old together..
under His wings of mercy and in peace, happiness and everlasting love...

take care and God bless...

CHEERS!!!!!!!

____________________________________________________________________



well.. muz say that ms lim made a really tough choice...
to quit her teaching profession...
to stay home to be a wife..
a taitai..
wadeva...
in accordance to tradition..
truly..
it must be acknowledged that many today would not pass-up their careers for a traditional role as the homemaker...

and i respect her for that...
RESPECT...

brave..
noble..
honourable of her...

know that its not easy....

as u guys heard the pastor say...

so i will not repeat...

anyway 1 important point to take away is that men should treat their wives/gfs with honour..
appreciation..
respect...
etcetcetc
as said by Simon Peter in the bible scripture u heard today...
its very relevant...
then the relationship can last...
happily..
not turn sour..
like fresh milk you noe?..
becomes lactic acid...

ya..
i realise im rambling aimlessly again...
its been a long time w/o talkin to anyone...
i guess..


cuz too many times we just take everything for granted..
(talking about both sexes here...)..
anyway..
i tink ms lim made a mistake with her vows todae..
i was caught too..

alwayz tot its:
TILL DEATH DO US PART..

but todae e book wrote:
TILL DEATH US DO PART..

heard ms lim say the former..
haha..
then change to the latter...

who cares..
it means the same thing...
haaz..

actually tot i was late for e weddin..
left hse at 12.25...

reach admiralty mrt den saw po lun there...
she sae she tot she oso late..
so i guess i wasnt too late..
went there together...
didn noe wad to talk so just listened my mp3 all e wae..

typical me for u..
alwayz brain-tongue tied for no apparent reason..

at a loss for words easily..
(those hu noe me noe wad i mean..)

anyway reached there jasper and alvin was later..
so was not late anyway..

liked the chocolate coated pastry there..
inside like got some nice cream..
simply lovely..
delicious..
mouthwatering..

alvin had this plan to kop all of that..
but another guy was just faster..
he didn succeed with his plan..
haha..
not enough to savour again n again la e pastries..
..


but quite nice...

iswan sh vic pengyong jasper todae in a plot...
tied balloon to my bag didn tell mi..

somemore iswan go take pix...
lol

lucky i din walk AROUND the room...
if not i'll look SILLY..

haha..
lol

feeling high for no reason..
i oso dunno y..
cuz got 2 tests nx wk..
math i noe i sure fail again..
but i dun wanna fail lehx..
i just damn slow in math..
sorry la mr khoo..

i quite bai chi in math..
no math SYNAPSES...

dun wanna have to bring every test home to sign lehx..
i din even let parents sign e integration test lor..

scared..
a bit ashamed too..
how can i get so low
?...
welll..
that's my take for todae...
25 feb...
2006
victor and lisan got married...

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.


haha

dun noe wad to make of this...
quite accurate ba...
lol

try it out..
drawahouse.com..
hahaaz

i cant take it anymore... you know?

no one realises anything at all...

i am not going to let myself be overtaken by huimin...
i am not going to let myself slip away like this...
i am never going to waste two years like this...
i do not want to worry about my results after my exams at the end of this year...
i want to enjoy my holidays...
i do not want to be gripped by fear before my exams...
i do not want to feel desperation halfway through my exams...
i have to start to study and do my homework...
i have to start doing my homework no matter how hard it is...
i will not let myself be walked over...
___________________________________________________________

it's time for a comeback...
advisory:
dont write me off yet...
i will return...
just give me some time tpo get my BRAINS into SHAPE...
to regain my FORM...


i will make a comeback...

beware...
the power of :

PHANTOM BLUE...

de legendaire....

hahaha

(jkjkjk)
muz find a way to boost my own morale...
damn low...

!!!!!!!!!!!SEVEN UPON TWENTY-FIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how can i get this kind of results?

u siao is it?

YAYYYYYYYY...

for the 1st time in a long long while i am reallly happpyyy...

ya

really happy


...



concert was a success in my opinion...

GOOD!!!

i sang OASIS'S : DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER...

cool song...

iswan vic said i sang ok...
haha
po lun too...

haha

was so like..
apprehensive la..
1st time singing english song on stage AND PLAYING PIANO at the same time la..
haha
..
i WANT MORE EXPOSURE!!!!
i WANT TO BE A PERFORMER!!!
a SOLOIST!!!
a SINGER SONGWRITER!!!
me...

lol

i really want to be given a chance to be one..
lookin forward to next concert already..
:
MAYDEN 2

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yo

haha

i think i will make my debut on the electric guitar then...
dont think i cant play ok?
jus cuz i nva show b4..
haha

cuz its j2's last concert...
and i wanna show that i can play e guit too...
lol


thank you all s21 hu came to support me..
po is sh vic py alvin...
esp alvin sh vic py po hu came despite ccas...
not forgettin iswan too..
anyothers hu came but i didn mention,
forgive me..
didn see u guys..
haha
thank u all...
appreciate u coming...
...


really...


heartfelt thanks...

hope u guys enjoyed the concert...

haha

try to come 4 MAYDEN2?

i'll make sure i improve...
singing wise..
and music wise...
develop my own STYLE!!!

yup...


tablet is laggy odae..
for the 1st time..
i think its tired..


thanks also to miss lim..
hu will be getting married nx Saturday...
thanks 4 being our gp tutor..
n toleratin us..
even tho stimes we nva do ur hw...


anyway..

wishin u marital bliss 4eva & eva & eva & eva & eva & eva!!!!!

(neva ask mi play for ur church wedding...lol..)

nvm

thank u everyone hu helped make this concert tonight a success...
thank u guys for comin...


personally..

think i did my best todae...

can improve A LOT A LOT on singing...
see how good EDWIN is...

but i tink it was good overall todae...
cuz got some ppl come tell mi i was good...

among them e (a21?)girl with curly hair that iswan n i saw eatin noodles a few weeks ago..(sorry ..i dun noe ur name...but thanks for the feedback...)

i mean..
i like totally dont noe her...

i want to be good..
among the best...
music is MY LIFE...
my HEART( very true)
my SOUL..
maybe next time i'll do a jay song...
in my band 3 of us are rather keen on doin his songs...
nice...
not difficult too..
haa...


thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....
to allllllllllllllllllll...

cya next concert...
MAYDEN 2...

(meanwhile watch out for my new songs...singapore needs a songwriter...lol..nah..im talkin rubbish..im braggin..just feelin too high now)
thanks..
bb..

failed math test on integration...
i noe tat i will fail again...
dun nid doubt me le..
i say fail tat means sure fail..
couldnt do a single qn completely
so how many marks can i get?
...
...


concert later today
nervous
stage fright gets to me readily
...

scared e performance not up to standard..
lau kui

...

scared voice zhao xia
...

haha
sum more..
got iswan sh viv po etc say might be coming...
MORE PRESSURE!!!!
dun wan let anyone down....
lol
SCARED SEH
.......

D-------------------------I----------------------------------E...

in case anyone message or call me...
and i dont reply..
or i reply super late..
or if anyone ask me do sth nut then cant reach me..
cuz i didn pick up fone..(like tat time leona call durin e period we sellin things..dunno 4 wad la..but i haf a feelin needed sth..tats y she say "dun nid liao"....

its cuz my fone has been impounded..

a consequence of trouble
at home..
so..

very sorry if i cant reply or anything...

i dont mean to tao anyone or anything...

but...

very hard one la..

so just let u guys noe..

in case la...

ok?


sorry




sorry




sorry



feel bad w/o my fone

like no connection to e rest of the world..
at least my world now..
sum more my wireless at home not reliable.....

dunno la...

feel very down







(dun tag this entry pls)

tmr is valentines day
el ma帽ana es el d铆a de los enamorados(spanish)
est demain la Saint-Valentin( french)
Morgen ist Valentinstag(german)
猫 domani san valentino( italian)
Morgen is Valentijnsdag(dutch)
ming tian shi qing ren jie

_________________________________________________


went with shi han vic jas iswan peng yong buy gifts for our mortals..
tho i already had mine ready..
mainly was vic jas and peng...
vic nearly forgot to buy yee fung a present!!
lol

in the end jas n peng chose their pressies
got sth for sm1 else as a by-product of todae's purchases..
lol
i wont elaborate..
jas py is shd noe wad i mean..
(vagueity is an art form...)

anyway
for all those couples out there..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!


treasure and cherish wad u haf..forever..with ur heart mind n soul....



for all those non-couples out there,

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!!

well.. what can i say???

er


FRIENDS FOREVER?????

lol


so unlike me

nva even say tat frase b4 la

didn say it now too..jus typing it out mah..

anyhow u spend it, lets make tmr a day o enjoy and remember forever!!

(still not in studyin mood..wonder when im gonna start?)
try to be happy...
if ur reading this..yes its true..
yocahi...

let mi see if i get this right...
not sure now to do it..
wad wif my ridiculous wireless access at home..
couldnt really read e instructions..
decide to paste dem here...

(tagged by iswan)


1.the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.need to mention the sex of the target.2. tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments saying they've been tagged.3. if tagged a 2nd time; no need to post




target: gerl

- muz have long hair..(but not like rapunzel lorx..)
- easy to talk2..and talks readily(cuz im a bit shy n i cant stand e silence...it bores deep thru ur heart..mind n soul...)
- loves music(singing?..)
- not having too high expectations
- not taller than me(i not really confident de)
- not bad lookin
- able to accept me for being me
- someone hu is there for me when i need support...

hu im goin to tag?

cc, cher, yw, jas, cal,..dunno hu else leh..
i'll see tmr..
wireless prob caused me to retype this whole mess...
_______________________________________

when "home" aint no different from "home"

sian
todae get o lvl result
die
dunno wad to do if i fail
tink i will go poly ba
if i dont make it

scared
todae get o lvl result
die
dunno wad to do if i fail
tink i will go ite ba
if i dont make it

--------------------crap la-------------------------

din feel anythin before takin results lehs
cuz oridy prepared myself..
its either i make it
or i FLOP
so i guess i didnt expect too much..

------i d k-----------------------

y m i tokking of my o lvl when im now at a lvl?

i so bad now

_____________________________________

dunno WAD TO BUY!!!

nva buy anythin for girls before lorxxx

muz ask is

see wad he buyin

siao la

so random not gd man

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RANDOM
MODNAR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



R.A.N.D.O.M



RANDOM IS NOT GOOD


got cca rehearsal later todae

a bit sian of it

singin and playin e same song everytime

but still not gd enuff leh

den

muz practis summore

until almost perfect

600+ lehz
dun
play play

dun
pray pray

depressed

(btw my hp is in prison.. incase none of u noe..
no bail granted,...
no clemency
no parole)

desserped..

yea..
spa finally over..
playing bomberman now
with jas and is
quite stressful actually the p[ast few days
worrying about chem and bio spa
thankful its over..
at least i feel that there is less stress..

musician's club concert for love under e stars rehearsal was such a drag yesterday...
flop too
rather flop la
sound scanty in front of lt..
so if anyone here is reading this and has decided or is planning to go, u noe which seats to get..
:
middle to back
yup
best sound at the moment
because if uve taken e time to oserve at all whenever we have lectures in lt1
the wall-mounted speakers are all directed backwards...
so unless we bring in more speakers ourselves,
e best sound will be middle to behind rows in the lt ba...

oh..
and e monitors werent workin yesterday too
so none of us could really hear ourselves play..
or wad we were playin...
suggested gettin in-ear monitors..
(like those pros u noe?)
but too ex i tink..
hahaa
so i guess that will have to wait till we get enough money to buy them...

ya..
po's talkin about sumting called angel and mortal now...
wad e hell is that?
did i hear rite?
so hu's supposed to be e angel?
can we decide hu to give the gift to?
haha
if can decide then betta ba..
haha
price range $10?
ok ba
but how does angel and mortal go?
....

.

......

.

....

sian
chem after this..
then haven do tut yet..
vic;'s tellin me that there is a new math tut to download..
i haven even settle tut 25laHZZZ
HOW?
siaoz
F*** u
stupid brain
stupid brain
stupid brain
stupid brain

today is a good day
it must be
cuz i saw a rainbow in the sky
after the rain
on my way to school
after the rain in the morning cool
today must be a good day
a good day i say

________________________________-

no
not kidding
really saw one
"over the hills and far far away..."
"in a place called tellytubby land..."
yes its true
cycling to school
saw one end of the rainbow start at the peak of the tellytubby hill
and it sorta hung over innova campus...
tho i couldnt see the other end...
must be where that pot of gold lies...
the pot of gold that nobody's yet found..
buried under the spot?
or just lying there shimmering
glittering in the sun?
-so long never see a rainbow liao..-
MUZ BE ABOUT TWO YEARS!!!
to quote kermit the frog,
"Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered when wished on the morning star?Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
All of us under its spell.
We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
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think that i might want to change from blogger to xanga ...
cuz xanga got nicer skins...

musicians' club practice later todae
damn sian
cant o home early slp
feeling more and more lethargic these days
must be ageing i guess
ankle damn pain todae too
stupid left leg
yesterdae pe overtake twisted it
hit the inner track railing
fell on my butt
embarrassing la
stupid
so old run still can fall down
like small kid sia
really

now my stupid ankle gives me problem climbing staIRS
wth
oh
anyway jasper just told me tat he broke his toenail...
tats y , coupled with the rain over in tampines
tats y he was late todae...

feeling so much better..
cuz id rather go around with a sprained ankle than a boken toenail...
no meaning right?
______________________________________________________


anyway since im in musicians club im in charge of publicity for our upcoming concert
"concert under the stars"
feb 17
valentine's day concert
Lt1
call ticket charge for tickets asap
all invited
even other jcs ppl
so u can invite anyone u like
tickets at $8
funds raised will go towards innova jc's needy students' fund
so u are strongly encouraged to come....
support me la(no la..jk only)
anyway i dont noe e lineup of songs yet
but i noe wad songs my bands will be playing
:--
my j1 band will be playing savage garden's "i knew i loved u...."
thanks to a suggestion of song by cher ling
yup
and my j2 band
oasis's
dont look back in anger

ok choice of songs if u ask me
not fantastic
but ok
at least not too metal/death metal/trash metal
etc etc
etc

cant stand metal anymore
other jcs ppl oso can come..
if i haven said oraidy
so...
pls spread the word
okay?
oookaY?

in one of the american Bible radio stations
there is a guy called Harold Camping
who
according to his calculations
believes the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ
to be in 2011
yes..
according to his calculations

of course
needless to say
there have been numerous disgruntled listeners who call in to question him on whose authority is he acting to proclaim the coming of the Lord
for according to the Bible
no man knoweth the date or time of the coming of the Lord
in addition to these claims
he has also ascertained by his calculations that the Earth is not billions of years old as indicated by science
rather
probably only tens of thousands of years old

tats a lot of information to me
if im not mistaken,
issac newton made a similar prediction of the coming of the Lord
to be in 2061
...

read somewhere else that the beast out of the water is ASEAN
the other is the newly formed EU
the number of horns for the number of kings do seem to correspond to the number of member countries in these alliances of countries

idk
know of more info
but dare not say too much
because i dont know how much to believe
"all or nothing"
quoting o'town

maybe my faith is weak
i dunno


[the author here is only commenting in his personal capacity and does not intend to instigate any form of conflict here. he appreciates and willingly welcomes any clarification should he have unintentionally made any mistake abd will make the necessary amendments and apologies.]