oh yesterday's gp.. was very difficult very the qns were like so hard
money-thesis? wad is that? oh best part ALL the qns got super MANY PARTS!!!
like the one i did: exploitation of WOMEN is SEEN to be the KEY to SUCCESS IN ADVERTISING or should it be read as: exploitation of women is seen to be THE KEY to success in advertising like both the interpretations is different lorz one means cause of their attractiveness that they are used to entice and hence get ppl to buy the other is that not only they but men and kids too can be used. see the diff? wad the HELL
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anyway today is teachers day celebration went to watch snakes on planes with iswan peng jas and tyng cheong coz jas didnt want to watch chai lai angels lor haha dunno y
snakes on planes got a bit of everything got weirdly funny bits got man's penis bitten by snake in toilet couple making out a mile up then snake bite her breast
hahahah some parts the snakes looked scary. i liked the song at the end..of the movie.. nice then bought drinks after that for today.
till next time then *low mood in an idle moment. crack trhe code.crack is a drug.
i dont know what u were feeling at about 12 yesterday.. was the noon heat too strong for u? were u feeling faint? if so, u poor thing..
i think u should carry an unbrella with u the next time u leave ur cuddly cubicle in the general office. there.. that should do the trick wont it?
oh.. and that skin of urs.. u shd be careful for sunburn.. thats another reason y u need that umbrella to help u brave the arduous voyage to our class.. and it will keep whats left of ur precious brain from being fried by the dangerous UV rays of the sun.. so u can THINK PROPERLY before u say anything about me. likewhat the hell.. u blame me for the guys not DOIN the tablet survey? i NEARLY lost my temper right there and there yesterday.. was jus thinkin of mdm lee and her poor baby.. or else i would have slammed my table right into ur lower half of ur body.. one push ya? and of all places u stand right in front of my TABLE? and DARE to say that? did u realise how vulnerable u were at that instant yesterday? u could have been critically injured by a wooden table!!! u lucky chap this guy didnt lose his temper! how fit dou think u are? do u think u can withstand the unassuming white TABLE of mine? oh please i never swipe u PLEAASE DO NOT SWIPE ME IN FRONT OF MY FORM TEACHER AND EVERYONE IN CLASS u dont have EQ at all man
i already write a letter of apology apologising for my actions and express my regret in not locking my tablet, saying that to ensure i learn my lesson i should never get it back. even though u said i could IF I GOT MY PARENTS TO WRITE A LETTER PLUS SIGN i dun wanna bring extra ppl into any misunderstanding so i said its OK and u can confiscate it. so case closed and u think u can attack me yesterday huh watch out dont fool around with someone who is more than half ur age simply cos he willl move fastre than u think faster than u and run faster than u u ar...
u attack me one more time.. u see what happen to u. mdm lee protected u ar remember hor i didn wanna shock her and make her baby shock also. u try one more time la see what happen.
and i forgot my mlg password..not i dun wanna do lor. i only have 2 passwords..my trusty one and my significant one.. since suddenly mlg reject both wad u wan me to do?
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ps :wanna be friends again? giving u a chance to shake my hand want? jus shake my hand and laugh about it want? i really dun wannna be angry with u lor i got gp today. remember this option is always open to u.. if u come across this.. remember its u who ATTACKED me first.
my blog will be half open half closed i guess.. makes no diff anyway. to announce it i guess. ----------------------------------------------- anyway
i think this time for gp exam. it would be a good idea to do the compo on ADVERTISING/MASS MEDIA
can say a lot of things.. lie the ZOE TAY "i swallow" ad implies that advertising has gotten more creative as well as more daring coz of the subtle use of sexual innuendo here.. very strong case(example) to use this time.. good also to try the qn on love and marriage.. saw this article NEWPAPER saturday about sham marriages..
2 super strong examples.. 2 diff qns.. shd be ok. the rest of the examples jus use common everyday ones.. thats wad i do at least.. only one or 2 solid ex.. the rest use brain slowly think.
hope everyone can do well.
oh..and like to thank the guys for the present.... appreciate it..
hmm.. jasper has done it.. calvin has done it.. yvonne has done it.. think im gonna do it too.. ya see all of u after a level.. hopefully i get a com soon enough..
anyone has qns can always ask me.. bio..chem..math even.. of course u shd ask the top in class 1st before u come to a lowly person like me.. must admit.. up to 40%of me thought that it would be as easy as o level.. to stage a "comeback" like o level.. (btw my sec 2 n 3 result was like shit.compared to a few other ppl in class) and i thought i could make it again this yr.. but i think i always thought that i had a lot of time left. now 70plus days left.. i dun think i can get even all B's lor. *u inspire me sad case. *work hard
haiz j2s cant play tennis.. coz gonna a level liao.. cannot tire urself out.. wad warped logic is this..
must exercise too ma.. i just haappened to forgot to bring my notes for chem.. needed to run back to class take.. wah run so short d already heart wan burst
woo..looks like a lot of ppl are gonna get an increase in language marks for gp..
but u need to LINK the words to use them properly i mean..u need other things.. like to develop a style.. then u dun really need so many of the BOMBASTIC words that are found in that 101 blue book..
i think what most ppl in class need to do.. is 1)do not redefine the qn. i think u lose points on style if u repeat the qn word for word.. if wan redefine the qn..try to paraphrase.. so not so obvious..cos it is very boring if everyone redefine the qn..the examiners will get bored..and u might lose the good impression..
2)use longer sentences.. complex sentences.. learn to use the ";" like.. she knew she was pretty, and used it to her advantage;often ppl giving in to her request.. ";" used in place of a fullstop..but u dun really wanna end the sentence.. usually this is when u can use it
haha.. jus some things i use..
haha..hope its useful to all.. found a readers digest art of writing book at home.. but only glanced thru it..
dun wanna follow too much and contaminate my style.. haha.. --------------------------------------------------- tmr gonna record songs in school.. So many tests next week..
haiz. cant seem to hold my concentration for long now. *till next week...
skipped mornin school.. so can relax anyway gp also not much use no tablet to pass boredom..might as well stay home do some math.. did math today.. goin play tennis later (hope).. dunno playin or not.. now listenin to a super nice jap song taht iswan say abt reira ft yuna ito~endless story
afor the 1st time i wasnt bored in pccg yesterday.. or didn sleep.. even tho it was the last official lesson..
all thanks to tyng cheong..
i commented that all the voices they choose.. all ONE TYPE.. if u noe wad i mean.. the girls voices.. so tyng cheong started predicting.. which one sure from a pretty girl which one from cute girl.. LOLx
vic n i keep laughing.. hmm..
actually can roughly imagine ba.. but may be a generalisation.. azahar say shdnt make general statements.. remember that for the gp mock.. but its still possible to imagine..haha
then came the suggestion that all the voices were hers.. disguised.. haha
*pukes all around
incidentally..from mdm lee's mannerisms.. tyng cheong predicts that when she was younger she was those cute type.. LOL
during the chem remedial..wasted a lot of time jus talkin.. anyway i wonder y they are revisin the easier topics when can spend more time goin thru harder topics like NMR..etc..
hmm good luck to all for gp mock.. im very tired. *is it possible?
oh.. spent my most unproductive weekend this week.. I JUS COULDNT CONCENTRATE!!!!
whenever i sit down my mind will WANDER
WANDER
*sing ~i love to go a-wandering.. along the mountain track.. and as i go i love to sing.. my knapsack on my back.. ..valderie.. valdera.. valderaa.. valdera-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-val..derie.. valderaa.. ... crazy la
watched hulk jus HAD to watch hulk.. i like these kind of sci fi shows.. but not too hardcore.. plus its from the cartoon.. tmr BIO TEST 2 GIGANTIC HULKING chapters..
and i cant control my mind to READ...
oh.. plus the chem i think i understand but always cannot do...
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15 aug today
start of a new timetable.. supposed to be shorter.. i hope..
oh ya.. sm1 called me on sunday.. some doctor.. ask me if i think i can make to uni or will i jus be goin to some poly like wad the hell i say if i study now i might still have a chance.. she say i might have a chance to get a scholarship to study music abroad.. provided i get past the interview some professor yu is conducting.. he was one of the judges from tat competition i joined in june tat one.. anyway the "doctor" asked me if how i will see myself in 20 years time..
so i said..dunno..older? nola i didnt say that coz i said wad u mean she say like..gettin ur degreein science..or maths..(ugh..maths)
coz the caller din reveal her intentions. so she said..do u see urself workin out a career in music? i said. wan be singer songwriter lor. coz she asked specifically.
so after a lot of "loss of words" from me she say y n where she callin from.. offerin me a scholarship bla bla bla but must pass interview 1st and i think must complete ns 2 yr 1st
ask of my interest shd i really be offered this chance would i go for it well it sounds to me like its gonna be those kinda types where u are a professor bt no one knows hu u are.. u noe wad i mean? writing the kinda music grace likes.. i mean..dun meanta discriminate,.. but classical music is thegrounding.. then u have to progress to music of TODAY.. not the DEAD.. haha
so i stressed to this doctor that i prefer POPular music.. not dead music at some coservatoire..
then she say.. but must have some GROUNDING ma i wasn like.. ya..i have grounding liao taught by my father wad no grounding.. oh so she finally got the point that i have classical training.. of course i do la. where got ppl so good all of a sudden one i play since 5 ok. (din say that of course)
so waitin for the interview. shd be in a couple of weeks but if i know that its gonna ba a dead end.. i rather not..
still rather stay around.. take part in more competitions.. till i can somehow "break thru."
hmm thats a lot happeining. sounds exciting? not realy..at this time of the year i dun really care about this. jus wanna learn to control my chaotic emotions. and get decent results. and.. and.
long time no blog.. many things happen.. many things i dun wan happen.. it started with FORGETTING for the first time to lock my com b4 PE.. and guess wad.. ah tan took it. jus like he almost took alvin's charger the same morning. made me wait till 6 to take it.. then scolded me. then ask me" so what must u say?" i said.. i apologise for being careless and not looking after school property that we are privileged to have"(coz he said that we are privileged to use this tablet) i said that i had been irresponsible and it wont happen again.
i wanted to get over it asap.
instead u drove me into the corner.
i was willing to apologize for wad i did wrong. u then said:"i give u two options: 1) u get ur parents to write a letter acknowledging ur reckless behaviour today..with their signature.. or i confiscate it forever.
HELL YOU
I SAY SORRY NOT ENOUGH RIGHT? still want to humiliate me.. u want t threaten go police station report teh lost tablet.. please luh u cant LIE WELL u take tablet din take charger who will believe the tablet is STOLEN?
really hilarious u..
so guess wad? i told him he can have it. since he is not satisfied with my apology. and he wants to drag my parents into the picture.
no way man. dont push ur boundaries or power jus coz ur an OLD teacher. u dun scare me.
u noe wad scared me? i was scared when my mother threatened to kill herself, hand holding knife. i was scared when she took my brother up to 12 storey and threaten to jump. i am scared whenever there is fighting at home. i am scared when i get beaten up. i was scared when i first stole from a downstairs minimart. when my mother again threatened to take her life last yr guess wad..i wasnt scared anymore.. i told her to her face.. see u in hell then.. if u die that means i will no longer live here too. i cant live with one parent coz i cant even decide who to follow. i cant kill myself coz i will miss certain things.
u wan die u go urself lor. dun say i din tell u.
din cry. not in front of her at least.
ah tan u wan scare me? how? i police station also go b4.. my mother wan die also i see b4.. u think u can scare me with a simple threat like a police report? goin to a police station? u wan me get my parents to SIGN? when they cant even get along with EACH OTHER? they lead a better example?..so u think they shd noe of my careless mistake? of course i won forge signature..that would be too easy for me.. to cheat u..then i would become just like u..living off ur kicks of abusing ur authority.
coz i wanna move away from my old life. u not satisfied with my apology..too bad. i cant please everyone. at least i apologized. sincerely.
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today is monday.. jus realised.. the tablet will be very useful for gp. research. dunno.
*to be updated --------------------------------------------
I CANT FINISH BIO I CANT UNDERSTAND BIO I CANT DO MATH i CANT UNDERSTAND MATH I CANT UNDERSTAND STATS I HAVE NOT UNDERSTOOD CHEM I HAVE NOT DONE CHEM I CANT FINISH AnYTHING. i hate my home also.actually for a long time already. not new right? its all a charade.just let me laugh about it all. you all cant fool me. hahahahaha