should i study on a part-time basis:
LAW??
or
ACCOUNTANCY??
of course law is more expensive.

law i have 3 to 8 yrs to finish..
accountancy i have 2 to 10 yrs to finish.
not that im planning to study that long..
jus that i wan get a degree before i fulfil my bond..
so i can embark on my new career asap.
haha

but im not sure if i can cope leh..

erm
can sm1 help me?
anyone hu has studied law b4?
can enlighten me on wad its abt?
like say let me see the books i needa study and the qns/ casestudies etc or exams?
so i can judge if i can handle it?
seems like a damn long path leh..
after ur degree u have to take bar exams..
then u have to practise overseas for certain no of years b4 u can practise in spore.

whereas accountancy seems so much easier.
like..
shorter.
but not to forget my dream for a career in music.
1st step:
get a com.

and i think thats gonna happen in a few months time.

God...

how i wish i can earn more money faster.

我讨厌　阴天的风　冷得那么刺痛
只有你　能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你 找到离开的理由

每一夜　闭上眼睛　我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱　也不想爱得懦弱 只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻　虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句　其实还爱你

每一夜　闭上眼睛　我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱　也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意 HO-OH
你给了他的吻　虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住 你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句　其实还爱你

可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

time for a confession:

i love............
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the new maroon 5 album.
but who has the songs??
who bought the cd??
can lend me?
haha

okok..



and i also love......
















sorry, blame it on me....
and SHUT UP AND DRIVE. by rihanna.


been hearing radio agaIN..
COS MY MP3 PLAYER IS DOWN AGAIN.
beginning to think that creative is lousy.
soo..
been hearing radio agaIN..


but..
music on the radio is
getting BETTER!
=)

ur way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal suicidal
when they say it's over
see it started at the park,used to chill after dark
oh,when you took my arm, that's when we fell apart
cuz we both thought,that love last forever
they say where to young,to get are self's sprung
oh we didn't care,we made it very clear
and they also said, that we couldn't last together
see it's very define,your one of a kind
but your much on my mind, you often get decline
oh lord my baby your driving me crazy
your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal,suicidal
when they say it's over
it was back in 99, watching movies all the time
oh when i went away for doing my first chrime
and i never thought, that we was gonna see each other
and then i came out, mommy move me down south
and oh i with my girl who i though was my world
it came out to be, that she wasn't the girl for me
see it's very define,your one of a kind
but your much on my mind, you often get decline
oh lord my baby your driving me crazy
your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal suicidal
when they say it's over
now we are fussing and now we are fighting
please tell me why, i'm feeling ?
and i don't know, how to make it better
your dating other guys, your telling me lies
oh i can't believe what i'm seeing with my eyes
i'm losing my mind, and i don't think it's clever
your way to beautiful girl
that's why it will never work
you had me suicidal, suicidal
when you say it's over
damn all these beautiful girl
they only wanna do you dirt
they'll have you suicidal suicidal

jay chou is officially my ouxiang
idol
example
and "what have you"
reminded of this phrase "what have you"
who said it?
mrs douglas..my wrss sec 3/4 teacher.
the phrase kinda jus popped in my head and i remembered it.
damn.
that was so long ago.

the more i analyse jay's music, i feel as if he is incomparable.
i'll elaborate more when i have the time.

sometimes..i choose to blog in a different way.
ie: if i say "a log bin", i could be meaning "a goblin"
instead.
yea
so i can say things i dun wan a lot of ppl to know in my blog.
in case anyone has noticed, i've alr employed this technique a few times..
so its up to readers to decipher the words.
its not too difficult..not too easy either
it definitely beats highlighting to hide the text.
cos if u change skin, the highlighted portion
which u'd meant to be hidden is suddenly
exposed for the world to see.
haha
...........................
we kids lie then den say because of you.

Labels: wednesday makes my week so short because

friend's dad passed away coupla days back..
very sudden..unexpected..

which brings me to the conclusion:
that one must always live every moment in one's life as if it were one's last

because u might never get the chance to do the things that u'r holding back for the tomorrows that never come
and
because all the tomorrows could never make up for that lost yesterday.

leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
hui yi de hua mian
zai dang zhe qiu qian
meng kai shi bu tian
ni shuo ba ai jian jian
fang xia hui zou geng yuan
you he bi qu gai bian
yi cuo guo de shi jian
ni yong ni de zhi jian
zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
ni shuo ba ai jian jian
fang xia hui zou geng yuan
huo xu ming yun de qian
zhi rang wo men yu jian
zhi rang wo men xiang lian
zhe yi ji de qiu tian
piao luo hou cai fa xian
zhe xing fu de sui pian
yao wo zen me jian

nice things 1st.
went for dinner with vic..the twins and chris and andrew..
vic is one month plus in ocs!
Go GO vic..
even tho its tough..
but uve ot to go on to prove that ur as good as those 4a2s guys la..
and being able to go ocs is soo lucky...
haha
then next time i can salute vic.
LOL
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anyway
its been a FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING messy week at home.
i noe i said i'll try not to use fucking.and fuck. and their variants
but till i find a word with that apt description i'll just have to use it.
i think my life i messed up lah
i think i can rightfully blame my parents for messing it up for me.
i have proof.
and not to forget..
i think i have the right to go make a police report abt all the wrongdoings of them
of the past.
sorry..
i dun feel like writing in perfect english.
i feel like getting back at them..
aniwae i dun need them.
i dun need my fucking dad.
on the phone overseas speak to me nicely.

back here come out all ur stunts.
fuk u la
u dare to come close to me now?
haha
i last time small and weak u dare right.
see wad happens if i make a report against u.
but 1st..i gotta become fitter and stronger before i strike.
just IN CASE
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my mom..
another useless shit.
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i dun feel like slamming them publicly.
so im jus gonaa record this for posterity's sake.
and leave it.
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it hurts so bad i wana cry.
but i dont cry anymore..
HAHAHA
because i cant cry anymore.
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anyway im sorry if i angered anyone else i didnt intend to either by my words or actions..
its like a burn that never heals.

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and there are words UNSPOKEN id like to write down for somebody else.
maybe i'll turn it into a nice song.
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