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Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 3:26:00 PM

not feeling well since
yesterday

went cycling to suntec and back
then joined guys to buy prom clothes
dinner
then ko-ed immediately
din even see iswan msg to gym

today:
interview..

hope i can get
really no money liao
esp after that shopping

haiz
i think i must be severely dehydrated or sth
so TIRED and feel like vomitting
cant motivate myself to go downstarirs for a jog
its been years since ive last run.

oh
and thank u alvin for the nice bbq
and the mahjong tips
haha
imagine learning from the maestro himself
lol

the only exercise i feel strong enough to do is cycle.
wtf

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 7:58:00 AM

havent started work yet..
suppose its good..
coz saw alvin msg for bbq tmr..
been keeping busy..
so i wont feel

negotiations complete!
haha
tmr father and i will go down to help me register for motorcycle lessons..
so i can learn and hopefully finish by december end
then maybe come january i can do despatch
LOL

im really looking forward to it..
haha

in school now..
waiting for teacher to come..
why?
cos i got a new idea for a new song..
character?
maybe a bit of damien rice mixed with whos the guy who sang "daughters"?
yea
maybe it'll be really good..
coz in my mind so far its rather impressive..its a quiet song.
tentative lyrics:

(chorus)
and i'll pray i'll dream the same dream as u
so i can meet u at the same place for two
but there'll be something i'll do different this time
so when i wake up this time i wont cry

i'll take ur hand and we'll walk backwards in time
relive the moment i held ur hand in mine
but there'll be something i'll do different this time
i'll kiss u on ur lips and whisper goodbye

when i get it done i'll probably send to some ppl to listen..as i always do
maybe is..peng..and other usual suspects.

hope i can do it good..
then maybe i can use it for the competition..
or else i wont be taking part..
writing songs is actually quite hard work for the brain..
bu at least its more enjoyable than maths lor

LATER:
watching "battle of wits" with work friends..

to be updated soon.



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Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 11:03:00 AM

getting betta at cs..
but i gotta curb the 3d effect my brain expriences..
or else my latency will drop like siao..
haha
at first very good..then as my head gets confused bywhipping aroound 180 degress jus to see if alvin has started jus behind me..
gotta get used to the whirl effect
lol

still lookin for a job..very sian
inthemeantime very sian

how to spend my time?
think im gonna prac up my guitar..
wanna be quite pro
haha'
then prac up my piano
my standard drop a lot from sec school,,can say sec school was my peak in terms of technicality.;.
but my creativity surge a lot in jc..
may be goin back to school rec song for the next competition..
depends if i start work yet or not..
and start training,..
fitness..
tyng cheong wanna learn drums...
haha
i din noe he wanna "upgrade" until like tat..
so i must improve my skills all the more,,
LOL

if i take part the competition i shd aim to win..
GIVE ME EXPOSURE!!!

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 4:39:00 PM

HEADLINES:
miscommunication hits 4 ppl in a manner of minutes

last night at about 10pm
a little specatcle broke out all over singapore..
beginning in the east..
spreading to central north and finally to due north, as vagueity and sublety ran their course

a young man mistook another friend's comments on another friend for somethiong else.
this lead to 2 of his other friends msging him to get to the root of the storm in the teacup.

naturally the guy in the centre of the storm was not too pleased with what had ensued..
when HEADLINES tried to contact him yesterday for comment, he was busy reading a lovely novel called "memoirs of a geisha"
and did not wish to be disturbed.

and so just as 4 ppl have died in their slp in a month., weird things have also been happening to ppl this month.
and with that ends another pulitzer-winning report that can only be brought to u by...
HEADLINES.

thank u for ur support.
we look forward to ur repeat order.
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ooh..
long time didn blog le..
well.. cant expect me to when i have no com right?
however much id like to..
and i like to..

well..

have to wait till i get myself a com i suppose..
gotta work..
too bad im such a self-maintained guy..
gets everything he wants himself..
but much later than he'd like.
well..

i'll update from time to time..but definitely not regularly..
and school is ending.
2 years..gone by..
i cant believe it also..
jus wanna say i dun wanna lose contact with anyone..
tho i may not online or blog often cos i dun have a com..
i have a hp..
so no excuse ya..
msg me anytime u want..
or call me..

will be very happy to keep in touch with everybody.thats about as forthcoming as im about to get..
never really talk about how i feel in front of a lot of ppl..
but this is my blog..
and the coms not mine..
so..
u get it la..
ask me go anywhere also can..
not workin i'll def come.
will be startin asap..
cos i need money for a lot of things..
and my "reserves" been running a bit thin..
lucky year end liao

went to THE cathay with the guys..minus jerk of course..who wanted to go home sleep and study mcq..
and shihan..
and cal..
in the end din watch casino royale..
cos of earlier mahjong commitments by our up and cominf Mahjong Maestros:
al and peng
haha
one day i want ask alvin teach me mahjong.
he keep winning mONey..
haha
i want to learn also..
expand my knowledge of GamBling games..
i already know poker..bj..and some others..
next time i got $$ and BETFAIR comes down..
i dun mind tryin my skill..haha
singaporean joshua(something) came in 2nd lor..
so got chance..
and the prize so BIG..
haha
so tempting..
then we went to plaza sing..where we jus walked around..
and i got info that YAMAHA is employing ppl as counter ppl or sales asst to sell instruments..
so i thought..
wow.
sell instrument
so fun..
so i applied..
hope i can get..


hmm..
yea then heard the news about some spectacular scandal going on..
from fm92.8
well now ive finished geisha..
(really like the book..imagery is amazing..language and style are refreshing..its just beautiful..u shd read it.)
jus like to tell WHOEVER
who is a little bored..or wadeva..

i not the type like a lot of attention one.
jus some reliable ppl aorund me is all i ask.
as u know i obviously not the very brave type also..
or i could have gottens omething done a long time ago.

well..
so that is settled.
im sorry to the paparazzi..if just made HEADLINES lose a few customers..
but..

hope the guys play CS tmr..
jerk say he can go..
HAHA
hope he goes then..
then it will be a full 5 on 5 instead of 4 on 4 like the last time..
then i can practice up a bit more..
and hopefully i wont killl vic only so many times..
haha
BIO MCQ!!!

hurry up la..
wanna be done with school..
but will definitely miss the whole experience of going to school and making friensds with ppl in school..
and enjoying them everyday.
good luck everyone..

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Friday, November 17, 2006 @ 12:51:00 PM

mcq today.
chem.
didnt study too much..
not much mood..
cant wait to be free.
needa start bio option soon..3 days.
no joke.

read today
article about usefulness of PW..
some one criticising about word limits and all..when its supposed to encourage creative thinking?

ya...
so this guy said how so?
whn the students have to spend haf the night editing out unnecessary conjunctions etc..
yup..
agree.
but kinda late huh..
a lot of points brought up too..
forgot a lot/.
i wish they could have done away with it..
but i guess wishing dont change anything.

hmm..
new group i like:
DHT.
really like.
among other music that is distinctly me: linkin park and jjl.
now i really like DHT.
haha..
"i go crazy" is really nice.
check out the lyrics.

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you againI go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over youI see your face
and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down insideI go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

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Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 12:52:00 PM

read todays papers about the comments of someone from rj..
about gettin out of her elitist what have u..
the article was abt the social divide in singapore.becoming more and more obvious..
i think so too..

those at the top dont see what those at the middle and the bottom see.
really..
for example, those good in studies will never understand the desperation and hopelessness those who are on the verge of failing their a's will feel.
like me now.
may not be able to get a full cert if my math today gone case.
i failed paper 1 confirm.
ive allowed myself to drop so far.
i cant get back up.
truly, there are other things when those at the top wont see what the others see..

learnt PARALLEX error in secondary school right?
perfect REAL life example.

the greatest story ever told:
how joel got distracted.
how he wasted two years.
how the seven pointer is not going to get his full cert.
how he filed up his a level gp also.
ya..my gp only wrote on medicine when its supposed to be modern tech.
cloning, surgery, cameras and one more point.

i hope i can do my math today.

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