2hc=c a new formula i came up with last night. to put certain things in place. i dun trust the way i feel anymore. ----------------- had lunch with idiot then went for smu interview..then went for my 1st h.s and arcaded practically the whole day and lost to idiot.
smu interview was way weird. i was compared to 2 other interviewees by 2 interviewers in a 2on 3 session. i dun think i did well at all the qn was: do u think sg has enough freedom of speech? i said no. and cited the opposition and magazine bans thingy i feel i was not balanced at all all of a sudden i forgot that there must be a necessity for balance in any argument how STUPID can i get?? the essays were exactly GP style..the genre was wad lim li san told us nva to touch: the philosophical type there was a quote by shakespeare etc i did my essay on an anonymous quote which went sth like this: vision w/o task is useless task w/o vision is drudgery vision w task = success victory and happiness
so i did that. we only had 15 mins to write. i only wrote like quarter of an A4 page..and didnt plan lar no time normally my essays i only write after like 20 mins of planning. zzz and worse still NUS GAVE ME MY 6TH CHOICE!! BUSINESS!!! happy SIAA LAW CANNOT SCIENCE CANNOT ARTS AND SOCIAL SCIENCE CANNOT cant be journalist..cant continue science.. i forgot wads my other 4 choices le. wad the HELL my results so BAD AR NTU gave me my 1st choice..BUSINESS so its all pointing to business le but i dun wan business cannn... i want LAW so im hanging here on the edge hopefully the angmoh and the chinese interviewer will give me a slot amidst teh 2 others who whipped out their fake accents in the interview. haizzz y do ppl like to pretend?
i want to study LAWWW ---------------------- how liddat if smu dun ive me law and i have 2 unis waiting for me to indicate to accept business that i dun wanna study? so it means i cant go uni le if i dun accept business? ---------------------- wanna find ppl to go see spiderman 3 with me..but seems hard.. so shdnt be going.. went gym with is today. didnt really do much 2.4 sux now. i want to go ocs too. gotta become fit again. like my OC.
my 1st bookout.. army life shiong but still can la im in cougar coy and we are the only company out of the 20 sth companies to have a commando as our OC he's my role model from now on. he's really fit. i wanna model my fitness after him i will. ------------------
going smu interview later LAW yea! HOPE I CAN DO MY ESSAY WELL i really wan study law and im still waiting for nus to give me a call.. maybe they too high standard liao? hmm but i haf to fight for 50 places in smu. hope i do ok to be updated again. ---
woke very late this morning. in time to receive my father's call.. nth much to say also. smtimes i wish we had a chance to do it all again differently. --------------------------------------------
received an email from 933fm saying that yes, i can send my song demos to them!!! yeaH! for now i'll be sending just one. a few more in the works but i gotta go back innova to do leh.. difficult with this STUPID committment of NS JUST TMR!!
oh man.. i hope my song gets selected for peifen's show so they can contact me.. plsssss...
hang out with the chris and and and vic..starbucks..tcab one day b4 NS!!! wanted to watch sunshine..but in the end didntt. + today i have swenson's treat! haha gonna enjoy b4 ns tmr. and i wrote a song for the g12. i duno if i shd do it later. hmm and ive been thinking ns truly disrupts ur life. jus when ur not workin.. have time to go out with frrens..to enjoy.. u hear the countdown. t minus3 t minus 2 t minus 1 TEKONG!
im gonna miss the lifestyle of mine for this past week. time spent with old frens and new.
time to go. jus sent my song demo to 933. i HOPE THEY CONTACT ME plss.. my single and most passionate passion of passions in my lowly life is my hope that i get somewhere with my music. plssss..
ok time to leave. time to go out. time to pack my bag for ns. time to go home find my health booklet and letter.
going..but..
i'll be back.
new lifestyle begins tmr. think i'll miss alot of pple. esp.. tc everyone.
tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc tc the clock is ticking down on me and ima slowly seeing that this life is gonna leave me as soon as im being shipped out onto the boat across that salty moat into that wooded area i can see thats overgrown
so as i take a last look around and store up and lock in my favourite sounds the feelings to the bank to be vaulted all round cos its dangerous to play with strangers as frens and yea these feelings are strange that makes it vital to hurt them so they wont hurt u instead and leave u in moaning and dread so this is wad i'll do to slowly suffocate and kill u cos ur the feeling i wont need cause ur the feeling that will Killl me
so i squeeze and let it die nature works its wonders kill or be killled(live or let die) lesson number one in my survival lets get this deciphered but u'll need more than a code to get this sorted out. you'll need the skeleton key to my heart.
*turntables come in here* no mood to write the 2nd verse. ---------------------------------------------
andrew acc me to go down to smu to pay my 15 bux and submit my documents.. caught TMNT b4 that.. it was niCER than i expected it to be. but i wish they could make it lonGer a bit. but the plot is perfect. perfect with respect to all the other predictable plots in romance/comedy films today. then we went to swee lee's it was my 1st time going. epiphone guitar semi-acoustic c/w amp only 299?offer sia.. but din buy.. cos dun think i'll haf time to prac now that im gonna be lost for 2 yrs as a green man. haha
aniwae..the highlight of my day was: playing on a ROLAND keyboard.. i think it was 4k plus but wow. the bass was TIGHT. tighter than ANY GRAND PIANO ive ever laid my hands on. i wana buy THAT but no MONEY haiz
for the love of good sound... tmr is wed..then i'll be transformed into one of the little toy soldiers in eminem's song. all on thursday.
last min enjoyment spree b4 ns.. friday..went gd fri service..then went out with vic and andrew.. met chris.. to lunch and watch THE REAPING. on a good friday. story of the devil on a gd friday.. kinda wrong.. but nvm.. i feel the show didn met up to my expectations.. i felt i needed to know wad happened when she conceived the dedvil's child.. haha but nvm..
then hanga ard.. and decided to gym and then pool.. @orchid country club..
and i really loved the place..1st impression..and .. haha i think it pays to be rich.. nice layout..nice facilities..nice everything.. maybe if i can earn a lot of money next time i might consider membership for a couuntry club.. real nicee..
chris triedd to sneak us into the gym..but kena caught.. so me and andrew pooled instead.. plus members get 40% disc.. so tho we pooled like 2 hrs plus.. the pool bill only 10 bux for night and public hol.. 2.50 ea.. waayy cheaper than cck pool.. haha... went home kiinDa happy mood that night.. ----------------------------- next day.. went steamboat..and drank red wine again.. i want to train my drinking... till can drink w/o face red.. yea.
g12 was...nice. but ps ar..i nva practise the songs..then wan me sing..and mx so on still wan rec.. next time ar haha and i forgot the key we supposed to sing in for tat 2nd song..lol
and i bt'd my song to mx and sm1 new.. jinlong actually not new..cos we met b4.. but new as in we nva rly spoke b4 till today. aniwae my song was well received..haha
but thats not the end..my dream is still un-realised.. i want to be a singer/songwriter/producer... till the day i break into the EXCLUSIVE music scene.. uphill TASK for me..
dun think i will be updating blog reg animore no com liao. gd friday.
i think i can identify with THE FRAY. so this will be the 3rd english band i like..after LINKIN PARK MAROON 5 THE FRAY oh ya.. GOONG got one song the korean one something we are fools tat one.. hu has the CHINESE version?? can send me?
~ 9 days b4 NS...
zzZZzz went to get my specs redone to a black frame last night.. so ex 200 but denagain my degs are ver higH.. so... quittin work this thur..ytd sharon lina and co treated jean and me for lunch.. pizzaz very full. appreciate it..
today.. G gonna treat me lunch.. haha i feel so paiseh quit company alr so many ppl wan treat me lunch.. next time when i have stable income.. i will def treat them back... nice workin with them.. CM has steamboat at her place this sat..shd be goin..
eNjOy b4 nS!! -------------------- i have a new song..havent let the lyrics write themselves yet.. i think i needa help them a bit.. but duno can go back IJ next wk to rec ma... hmmm... vic bdae today..still remember the confusion last mth over hus bdae was coming 1st..iswan or vic..aniwae happy bdae vic!
"this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 7 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."
1)i feel really insecure w/o a computer. 2)my brain feels weird/i feel sth is missing on public transport w/o my mp3 player. 3)i feel guilty easily. 4)i dont remember song lyrics nor titles as easily as the melodies. 5)ive been sleeping on the same small old worn mattress since i was a baby.it measures ABOUT 4 feet by 3 feet.but it has goten thinner. 6)i STILL believe i saw a flying car abt the age of p1 when i lived in toa payoh lorong 2 when i looked out of my six storey window..it was a sunny evening..and the car was white/silver. 7)ive told no one about it till NOW: i dont have a habit of telling ppl wad i see or hear or feel or think. ---------------------- i duno hu i shd ask to continue this.. but im not in the mood to. so im gonna ask huever hu wants to do this do it on their own..w/o me tagging.. ---------------------- omg 10 days to my NS so fast... over the weekend? i had my 1st real real original melody constructed( since i left IJ) tat was on sat. very lazy weekend.. sunday i went to get some stuff for NS. yea and i dun feel like going in liao. changed. or rather mixed feelings. cos i will miss some frens. but go in means i dun haf to hear or be bothered by family probs. sat i cant believe it. my f n m quarrelled on the phone!! and my stupid m cried. and it made me flashback and seemed to turn the clock back to one of the familiar periods in my idiot life. see.. in ns i dun haf to see or hear wads gonna happen when my f coming back soon. its painful. blif me.