i'd rather die in a bike accident than live through another fight at home.

hello.

went out with the group ytd.
decided to pool plus drink.
so in order to cut costs( heineken and carlsberg cost $5/ can at occ!!) v brought the liquor!
so we just had to buy some cans of drink and get the ice to down with the tequila and vodka absolut.
and from there i discovered my drink of choice.
to date.
it's tequila. so next time if anyone wants to give me liquor, let it be tequila please=)
i love the taste.

so after pool we went to the nearest cofeeshop for rojak, spring chicken, fried wan tans and fries=)
and of course more liquor.
and the best part was when v said to finish the last half bottle of vodka cos he didnt want to bring it home. so we split it neat and bottoms up'd( pardon the poor language)
and had weed.
and the twins said that their house is like a duty free store for liquor. so cant wait to go again.
lol
lately got the urge to drink leh. havent been dead drunk since last april anyway.

watched madagascar 2 online just now.
lesson: love is blind. giraffe and gloria had a happy ending.
best friends are hard to find but will always be there for each other.
the show's really cute and nice.
having pringles for lunch now-.-
nth to eat at home today cos my mother went to visit grandfather.
anyway..

hmm
i'm very tired. and i noticed i dont have much appetite then. but i have a tendency to munch small food like cookies. just finished one pack of amos.
back from prayer meeting.
it was different today.
ok i'm really v tired. i think i have duty tmr. someone's.
zz
wanted to take off tmr.
well.
goodnight to u. goodnight to me. goodnight to the world.

ok
i didnt know i was so deprived.
check this out-
fur elise improv-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fa837PCtXAQ&feature=PlayList&p=5D7C7298A1D2C8CE&index=1&playnext=2&playnext_from=PL
and there's this beautiful saw player by the name of austin who uses it to play ave maria!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kmft674XPC0&feature=related

talents=)
wow
i'm in awe.
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slept late, slept in. woke up for a nice curry chicken lunch with someone.
slack and fool ard and relaxed and visited the library!
unbelievable. cos i havent tread anywhere within 1 metre of 2 adjacent bookshelves since jc.
lol
went for my test.

i passed my ftt today too=)

cant wait to get my car license

Labels: best monday

u...better not disappear and never surface again..
or i'm gonna be super depressed.
lol.
serious.

i'm sorry.

i really didnt think it would become like this. and believe me, i feel terrible about it. and i'm not denying it. it's still my fault.

did another song arrangemt for david today.

i think its my best output in such a short time.

but today's takeaway was something from someone, and how to be a good christian.

it's really very difficult.

i tried my best today.

thank God.

Labels: not just anybody

hello
long time since i was here.
well...

submitted the songs alr.
not v satisfied with the outcome..but well.. guess its beyond my ability now even.
maybe another time i'll get it right.
i have a habit of not getting things right the 1st time round.

and its a good thing u came out of obscurity. lol

this is a time when words will never suffice.

Labels: till then

never been busier all my life. i mean the last time i felt so hustled by deadlines i was in j2 facing my imminent a level exams and having less than 45 marks in math and chemistry.

come back from camp, record.
replay, dont like the sound, redo.
replay. dont like the idea, delete.
i prob not gonna get anything done at this rate. and i'm gonna be busy on thur fri sat. so effectively only next week's left.
and i NEED a mic preamp!
anyone who HAS one can i borrow? for 2 days???

being busy is good in that it gives one the excuse to intentionally brush everything else aside on the pretext that what one's busy with really requires all of his attention that one cant and shd not be distracted.
but ultimately one still does. because busyness never wins.

i was feeling fucking off from friday..
i DONT know why.
but i know i'm still feeling like that now.

you know something?
i think i need to open another blog where all my feelings can be safely locked inside.
cos this is
just too heavy.

Labels: heavy

you know its so bloody easy to forget that God is behind our lives at every point of time?
i think i need to change tonight.
seriously what if God just forgot about me?

imagine my glee when i opened my fridge, peered under the compartment racks and saw, throught the vegetables, that i still had BEER!
and in one smooth gulp i swallowed half the can, relishing the chill and the flavour as it swilled down my throat into my belly, before taking time to savour the last half of the can. (i still have a bottle of wine inside too)
but nothing beats cold beer when u're feeling out of place.
feeling off.
shall go get more tmr.

Labels: seriously..

big jam at the causeway tonight..
went in ard 11pm earlier for petrol.
well.. at least i wont have to make a trip tmr.
i really CANT understand why our petrol needs to be so much more expensive than our neighbour's for the same stuff.

i'm glad i own a bike.

had some practice for colour fri tmr..
hope everything goes well tmr! thank you everyone for putting in effort. esp for the drums.
that's what i mean by committment.

everyone seems to be hyped up abt colour fri..
not that i'm not.
i'd just rather the worship and songs go smoothly tmr.
cos we didnt really have much prac. plus i think the organisation is a bit poor. worship songs not even finalised in terms of order all yet. well shd be ok la.
new song too. i really cant take these few songs by delirious. they sound so the same! you could superimpose the verse for break the silence onto God is smiling. and you wouldnt hear much of a difference.
well i guess that's how albums wok nowadays.
thats y i still listen to old songs. originality is to be found there. plus the songs are deeper.
a perfect 10 for originality would be the beatles.
i think michael jackson/ the jackson five are also very creative and original. justin timberlake too. just some bands/artistes off my head i think are original. of course there're others. like we the kings. not bad too.
nowadays lyrics are getting brutally honest. just look at run baby run. or now it's too late for u and your white horse to catch me now. or dont tell ur heart dont say we're not meant to be. or daddy said stay away from juliet. they dont hide.. not like the more subtle lyrics older songs have. both are good. i mean there's really no need for comparison. it's really the type of song we're looking to listen to.

haha i'm rambling. its almost 2.
gotta go catch some sleep soon.
gotta catch my heart.