This morning my father asked me to move out. He said either i go or he goes. Well my mother said she wouldn't allow it. And my father hit her. Why move out? Cos i bought a com from pc show. And i brought home a 2nd hand(or maybe 3rd or 4th who cares as long as its working) synthesizer keyboard home. Which he calls high class trash. So he says i need to go look for my own place for stuff. Ok. I agreed. Cos u know why no space?my there're only 3 tables in e house. One of which is e kitchen table. We have no cupboards for our clothes. Our beds have no mattress. We only have 2 chairs in e kitchen. Yeah there're 2 pianos. And he doesn't want to get tables for computer etc. Buy myself also cannot. So naturally i was willing to move. And he didn't want me ard too. And there was violence and noise that hurt e ears of e heart. And i came home today. He said i wasn't to move yet for sake of my mother's health. OKAY so that's news to me. Well anytime man. I've no tears for u anymore. But my heart nva stops feeling e pain. Its okay. At least i know my heart's still inside there. If this is gonna break up someday, know for sure i wont be e one. It'll either be my siblings, u urself, or maybe my mom. I'll just be content to FEEL THE PAIN :( goodnight. I'm really hurting from e smiling today. I just dont want to be like you.