i guess i don't write posts addressing you often.. In fact this is a first. well.. 2008's ending. In like 2 days? And i feel heavy. Gosh u feel so heavy inside of me! And i know why. Cos of ? Hai. Will it make a difference if i? Why am i so afraid? Why am i holding it? Am i confused? Afraid that it'll crumble like an unearthed artefact in the sweeping wind of time?