I confirmed a lil more abt myself ytd:
I hate to fail. Especially when i could have prevented it, but for a temporary lapse in concentration. And since e tester is my sworn enemy.
I'm hard on myself when i'm serious. Maybe even hard on others. But when its over i'm just super slack. Standards dont matter anymore. Can jus sit down and stone e day away. So i cant decide what i am. A perfectionist? Or a slacker. I think i just hate to lose.
And i just push myself really hard. So i can understand sometimes if ppl dun like e way they're being pushed. Like in e band last time.

Fucked up la. Duno where i am. Duno what u are. Duno how they are. Duno duno duno.