so tmr is my 1st week of staying in for my driving course. and my thoughts and feelings are in a mess. Because of e course and because of a certain erosion. Erosion caused by continuous feigned ignorance that certain feelings still exist inside. And in hopes that they will just disappear because i'm so sure they're never gonna be fulfilled. And so there's this gnawing rawness that's caused by this erosion that's driving the chain of creative thought again. In fact i've been having some fresh ideas again. And being very non-committal abt it. Starting with e music box song. And thought of writing a song to "rival" e new hillsong piece. And it's incomplete cos i have incomplete words. And finally i think i have a string of very nice words here: and I'll pray I'll dream e same dreams as you...
think i can turn this into a song. I'm good at this. One of them's being intentionally vague. Cos it could mean i'm good at conjuring up songs or i'm good at ignoring how i feel or i'm good at being vague and i think i'm good at it. i think i shd blame having to stay in for this 8week course, book out on saturday afternoons and book in on sunday nights for making me feel this way.
interesting thought: can someone really live e life of another for that other? ever thought abt it?
call 66911043 with your answers. Lines are open. Lol.. Hmmm...
oh yea. jay chou has a new album. Duno wad it'll sound like. Hope it's good and ppl will faster send me e songs. Till next time..