confused! but i fucking good at ignoring feelings alr.. I KNOW ITS DETRIMENTAL!!! i feel it is..but thats e way ive been for a very very very long time. and/but.. it's become my trademark. fucking emo roiling within.. a myriad of beautiful colours in conflict with each other..or harmony.. depends on how u look at it..depends on ur mood.
and i duno wad to do abt it... as always..its hard to express. fuck it.