i think im gonna let my blog FALLOW.
cos..
i feel ive lost the drive to blog.the urge.
so...
allowing my blog to fallow will be a good idea.
just as farmers have to let their plots fallow to prevent deteoriation of soil quality.


just a quick summary:
celebrated jinlong's bdae.
woke up in the morning today in pain.
my neck.
my stupid pt session in camp on thur.
zzz
HELICOPTER was the exercise.
today then pain.
helping out in scs musical.
lately i have a lot of song ideas.
my CREATIVITY seems to be BACK.
today when i was giving out flyers i got another idea for a chi song..
tentatively called~wbhwjn
erm yea.
but im not gonna write it down.
means if it comes back to me again it'll prob be a great melody.
that ppl will like.
all i want now is to be a songwriter.and write my heart out.
different genres..styles..
tribal song for church camp(which i din go)..musical style songs..moody songs..upbeat dance no.s
all..
im adapting to accept and appreciate.
i realise now i am slowly beginning to appreciate LINES.
CURVES.
especially in CARS.
last time i said there was no car i liked.
now im not so sure...
DESIGN is occupying my mind now.
i realise now the nuances in design that influence sth's popularity and use.
and i have to applaud dick lee for this.
he's also a designer.
music and design are like brother and sister.
music is in face a subset of design.
because music is full of nuances in itself too.

things id like to change abt myself:(while playing jenga for hm bdae the peice of wood popped me this qn.)i gave a flat ans as my height.but..
the most impt thing id like to change is the inability to talk in front of some ppl.
i can write bcos my heart/brain processes wad i wana say and i hear it in my head and THEN i will write it out or speak it out.
so sometimes selfcensure occurs.
its defeating me.
because i dont get through to others unless im lucky or....usu..
gona be back but not too soon.