im surprised at how fast my mood can change. from this weekend. im usu not affected so fast emotionally. as in if i feel sth or hear sth impt that stirs sth inside, but it does not make me angry or start to imagine or extrapolate outcomes or actions to take. cos i usu dun allow ppl to know wad im thinking or feeling. iwaskindaquicktoangerthisweekend. andwhenallthemusicithoughtwasnicesuddenlyfeelshollow..sthhasgottabewrong. butidindoorsayanythingasusuthoiwascloseto.realcloseto. ------------------------- and i spent too much this weekend. today's pool.. and ytd's loss to the fruits machs. urgh 200 in a weekend. ------------------------- anyway army plays with ur mind. plays with ur feelings. makes u yearn makes u miss makes u care even if theoretically theres nth concrete expressed to bother abt -------------------------
updates: i left tsubasa which is the last map of ID4 to clear!haha cos i chionged arcade with frens ytd. i conquered irohazaka in one sitting..i cant believe it.