long week in ns hmm had range on wed.. i failed day shoot..but i did pretty well for my nightshoot so in the end i still passed ok haha not just pass pass ok i duuno y i failed my day shoot seriously.. all my fig15s just blew by. missed all sia.. anyway..then fri we had co evening.. and it was funn and i teamed up with 2 other guys to perf 2 songs.. we sang collide and ai de cai zhi tong(hokkien song) lol pretty fun since everything was in getai style.. and the 881 actresses were even invited to perf the 881 songs in camp LOL it was interesting..cos i din really like getai at 1st..but in the end i tot its was quite ok and good. of course there was freee flow of BEER haha and every1 drank to their heartt/s content.
then we broke camp rather late. ahha ------------------------ haven perf on stage for long time seems to dim my abilities to improvise etc.. maybe i havent been playing for a long time.. yea tats prob y. and i seriously hope i can convert. stimes i feel i made a wrong move.. and my life is now fuckeed up..in a mess.. but then i duno also la.. thinking abt this makes my mood fuckeed up too.
and i neeed to SAVE MONEY!! im spending my entire pay everymonth! too mumch initial d and maximum tune