nice things 1st. went for dinner with vic..the twins and chris and andrew.. vic is one month plus in ocs! Go GO vic.. even tho its tough.. but uve ot to go on to prove that ur as good as those 4a2s guys la.. and being able to go ocs is soo lucky... haha then next time i can salute vic. LOL -----------------------------
anyway its been a FUCKING FUCKINGFUCKING messy week at home. i noe i said i'll try not to use fucking.and fuck. and their variants but till i find a word with that apt description i'll just have to use it. i think my life i messed up lah i think i can rightfully blame my parents for messing it up for me. i have proof. and not to forget.. i think i have the right to go make a police report abt all the wrongdoings of them of the past. sorry.. i dun feel like writing in perfect english. i feel like getting back at them.. aniwae i dun need them. i dun need my fucking dad. on the phone overseas speak to me nicely.
back here come out all ur stunts. fuk u la u dare to come close to me now? haha i last time small and weak u dare right. see wad happens if i make a report against u. but 1st..i gotta become fitter and stronger before i strike. just IN CASE ------------------ my mom.. another useless shit. ------------------ i dun feel like slamming them publicly. so im jus gonaa record this for posterity's sake. and leave it. ------------------ it hurts so bad i wana cry. but i dont cry anymore.. HAHAHA because i cant cry anymore. ------------------ anyway im sorry if i angered anyone else i didnt intend to either by my words or actions.. its like a burn that never heals.
------------------ and there are words UNSPOKEN id like to write down for somebody else. maybe i'll turn it into a nice song. ------------------