when you clear a mine, you have to be very careful toeing the line.
never cross the arcs you clear.
cos a split second later you could be in heaven crying or in hell holding on

sometimes i wonder what kind of a person i am
what kind of a person im supposed to be.
what kind of person i should be.
what kind of a person i really am
what kind of a person i am now
what kind of a person i would be in the future
what kind of future i would like.
i think im the biggest risk taker in the world.
but im also the most cowardly person in the world.
i think that im a realist.
but sometimes realism toes that line with idealism and perfectionism.
realism also toes the line to pessimism.
sometimes i feel strong.
sometimes i feel weak but i act strong.
if im sad i'll act happy.
if im angry i'll act normal.
if im afraid i'll act like its nothing.
if im happy i'll act normal.
when i miss sth i act like its ok.
when im scared i act like i know whats next.

im toeing the line again.
i dun wana lose it again.
i dun wana be blown to bits.
its not a fucking blow(n)-job