part1~ i got better than expected marks for my a level results. and i feel really guilty that i got it and others didnt...
like cos i feel that other ppl also worked really hard. yet they're let down.
dunno how to help and comfort them also. but if anione wants to talk abt anything..can msg or msn me. i think i shdnt talk so much le rite? cos maybe some ppl are gonna think that i talk so much.. in the end still so good. in the end still OK wad right would i haf to talk abt it..i wouldnt understand etcetcetc...
but i would really wish that everyone hu's down can get up again soon... please..
i always have this majOr PROBLEM of CANT SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY. so much for gd gp.
but hope everyone wll be fine..and cheer up. sincerely. ----------------
part2~ like to thank God for my results. cos i really dun deserve it as much as other ppl do. i feel so GUILTY la watching frens being sad..and cryinggg.. and pained cos how to help? ----------------
wanted to go iceskating with gin & j and l but rink was closed. some hockey game... so in the end we pooled. my pool sucks..needa prac more.. but i dun think i go even more than 6 times yet.. so still can improve ba.. and arcaded. haha 1st time play photohunt.. so small the screen shooting games.. bishibashi arcade certainly has its appeal.. went IMM get skates for my bro. had this free facial treatment from dunno wad company.. then of course afta that they encourage u to go for continued treatment at their outlets.amk etc thats when this woman got really mean.. jus cos i dun wan register for the 1st session @68 up is 200+ but only the 1st session 68 subsequent will be less than that 200+ but still more than the initial offer so i say i cannot afford la and fuck u la leave my face alone la. say me until so bad. wad if i dun treat now gonna b worsee. somemore goin ns later come out sure super bad... alr very cheap le still cannot? i still very polite say u dunno my situation.. wad i earn is wad i spend.. i dun haf support from ani1 cant u understand tat aSShole la ure not gonna MarrY me can? woo customer also not liddat ma say will even let me pay 50 1st then take the product worth 88 even if i run off with tat 18 unpaid dollas also nvm cos only 18 to u u trying to ridicule me? run off with 18 dollas? FUCK YOU la OLD WOMAN i din name ur company only not "i dunno" as i said earlier.. j: dun think i can afford every mth treatment 100+ ..cos only 1st mth 68 w: aiyo but u see ur lian alr liddat next time ni you qian de shi hou yao zuo ni you duo shao qian ke nen shi tai chi le WOA still got some more conversation i dun wan write im soo polite and u are so rude. so wad if im not interested cos i cant afford? and fucK You even say u not afraid if i run of with the unpaid deposit. u probably wont find a more honest person than me. BITCH oh but if i see u lying on the road run over by a car i'll still call an ambulance for u.. yea
i dun bear grudges.. jus take it all out in this entry.
i wanna watch the movie called 300. very interesting. i feel.. that if i haf to die in a fight i'd at least haf to take my opponent down and along with me too. so my life wont be wasted.wont be in vain. of course i'd like to take 10 with me too.. but im not ready for that yet.
after ns.. maybe i'll be much fitter than now. but even now i noe that one-on-one no holds barred only one winner stands i can survive.up to an opponent <1.9 m tall and <85kg dun ask me how i noe.. but ive some experience. real life.
i got a standard to emulate. my dad is 60 this year. yet in a bike race he wins me. in a strength test he aces me. in a fight he wont have a prob. im soooo lacking.
i need to improve myself a LOT MORE. looks like NAPFA test A is no use. ns next mth.. gotta start running to get fit again.