my favourite song for coming to 2 years running is still: "outside castle" by HOT from their fifth album. its the opening track.
song for a lady is also good.. but somehow my favourite of all time..of all the music i've heard until now..18+..is ~outside castle.
i cant explain why.
i cant really name my second favourite song.. because i havent really thought much abt it.. sometimes its whether u realise it or not. realise .................................... i think im managing.. smothering the feeling day by day..snuffing it out.. sometimes only a dull resonance of what i used to feel remains. but thats containable. .................................... i also believe i have the answer to my apparent lack of creativity. i have not been allowing feelings to flow between my brain and my heart. no song can be written with that vital pathway blocked. it doesnt only apply to love songs.. every song will fail to materialise if u cant translate ur true feelings into notes and sounds...
i believe thats the problem im facing. i believe this is the answer.
may be involved in some music and songwriting for church.. vic intro me to the pastor.. it'll be a good chance to try to translate again.. after so long. i still havent given up on my aim to be a songwriter/singer and my dream to write songs for ppl..frens etc. and to gain the ability and skill to write anything i want..as long as i wish to do so. ~like writing an essay/narrative.