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Monday, October 09, 2006 @ 7:40:00 AM

dear phantom blue,

first time im addressing u since i started blogging. usuually im addressing other ppl..ther topics..so..Hi. i know not many ppl make an effort to talk to their blogs..so ima talk to u now.

its gonna be my a levels soon. but first its gonna be graduation. friday the 13th.
sounds good? its a dreaded day for some cultures tho..anyway im not worried abt that..it simply means that we're gonna see each other less.cause a is too soon after that. its gonna mean the last 2 weeks of frwantic mugging. but it doesnt ensure EFFECTIVE mugging. coz sometimes u just cant get anything into ur head..and ur staring at the same page from morning to evening.

then the fightening a levels.
im scared.
first time im fe4eling terrified of an exam..didnt know this feeling in o levels.
but a lot has happened during these 2 years..some i jus dont want to give up..to end.
but am i God?can i control anything to let it be the way i want it to be?

somethings u simply cant say face-to-face to another person. maybe witha close friend?
but u cant be sure that friend will take u seriously too..coz ppl have different moods at different times.
they have their own stuff to worry about too.like u, u dont have anything to worry about. to think about.
so i can talk quite freely to u, in the way i want to express myself..so others wont understand so fast..and u would understand..coz ur a blog.
u can understand all my choice of words..my codes.. my hidden meanings..coz somehow u r an embodiment of what i am.

y do ppl choose to keep secrets in codes?..i dont know.
ask da vinci perhaps.
but then again everyone keeps secrets.
so u could ask everyone.

~ everyone mewed hune~
what i think is my best code:
word is that ailments plague the night.
coz its composed of proper words. and it incorporates the basics of an AP.

todays the monday for our last week of school.. everythings winding up so fast..

till next time...

the jack of spades.

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