long time no blog.. many things happen.. many things i dun wan happen.. it started with FORGETTING for the first time to lock my com b4 PE.. and guess wad.. ah tan took it. jus like he almost took alvin's charger the same morning. made me wait till 6 to take it.. then scolded me. then ask me" so what must u say?" i said.. i apologise for being careless and not looking after school property that we are privileged to have"(coz he said that we are privileged to use this tablet) i said that i had been irresponsible and it wont happen again.
i wanted to get over it asap.
instead u drove me into the corner.
i was willing to apologize for wad i did wrong. u then said:"i give u two options: 1) u get ur parents to write a letter acknowledging ur reckless behaviour today..with their signature.. or i confiscate it forever.
HELL YOU
I SAY SORRY NOT ENOUGH RIGHT? still want to humiliate me.. u want t threaten go police station report teh lost tablet.. please luh u cant LIE WELL u take tablet din take charger who will believe the tablet is STOLEN?
really hilarious u..
so guess wad? i told him he can have it. since he is not satisfied with my apology. and he wants to drag my parents into the picture.
no way man. dont push ur boundaries or power jus coz ur an OLD teacher. u dun scare me.
u noe wad scared me? i was scared when my mother threatened to kill herself, hand holding knife. i was scared when she took my brother up to 12 storey and threaten to jump. i am scared whenever there is fighting at home. i am scared when i get beaten up. i was scared when i first stole from a downstairs minimart. when my mother again threatened to take her life last yr guess wad..i wasnt scared anymore.. i told her to her face.. see u in hell then.. if u die that means i will no longer live here too. i cant live with one parent coz i cant even decide who to follow. i cant kill myself coz i will miss certain things.
u wan die u go urself lor. dun say i din tell u.
din cry. not in front of her at least.
ah tan u wan scare me? how? i police station also go b4.. my mother wan die also i see b4.. u think u can scare me with a simple threat like a police report? goin to a police station? u wan me get my parents to SIGN? when they cant even get along with EACH OTHER? they lead a better example?..so u think they shd noe of my careless mistake? of course i won forge signature..that would be too easy for me.. to cheat u..then i would become just like u..living off ur kicks of abusing ur authority.
coz i wanna move away from my old life. u not satisfied with my apology..too bad. i cant please everyone. at least i apologized. sincerely.
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today is monday.. jus realised.. the tablet will be very useful for gp. research. dunno.
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