anyway
i am going to say the same thing again.
so skip forward if u still want to read.

i wasted the WHOLE day today.
mornin..
wake up
take newspaper
bring my brother cycling
go online
see yawen online
start to crap
very high
saw yvonne online
tried to crap
but internet failed me again.
so no choice.
mother and father not home..so
cooked 2 potatoes for lunch
ate some luncheon meat
ate an egg.
felt sleepy
went to sleep.
potatoes din cook fully i guess..
stomach felt weird.
fell asleep.
same old habit.

woke at 3
drink water
ryan ask me wan play bball..
i say ok.

he's movin away..
to kovan.
likely that we wont be playin together for a very long time.
kovan leh.

maybe nx wk b4 he moves gonna get the 4/6 of us to play a together match..
so long we 6 din play together liao
now gonna lose my bball buddy to kovan.
unless of course he willing to travel all the way here jus to play a game or too.
unlikely

yea
so hope to play one last time

so long din play liao
2 mths plus
i realised napfa gold means nth..
siao
cant even play half court w/o out of breath.

talked
catch up
realised sth in the process.
my heart is no longer in my studies...
my heart is everywhere else.
where it shdnt be at this pt of time.
suddenly i see the huge task b4 me.
but wad m i gonna do abt it?
will i do sth..or jus say or think about it only....

flash back a lot also
so conducive la the sky and the wind..
the park i noe for 6 yrs liao
plus
so many thins happen there.
doubt i will play there now after he move..
coz no one to play with.
but maybe will still play.
but with diff ppl.
weird
7 yrs pass so fast..
since i came here end of p5..

gotta end here.
jus feel the need to.
hope enough guys are goin to sentosa.
coz i feel like slacking.
but i think maybe 5 only..
or less.
if at all.
to jasper:hope ur condition is not serious..
damn sudden sia..

dunno how gonna salvage my studies.
*and i hope u always stay the same..
coz there's nth about u i wld change...