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YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

LET ME ATTEMPT TO DEADPAN WHILE YOU DECIDE IF YOU WAT TO HEED MY ADVICE:
I KNOW I DONT HAVE LOOKS OR ANYTHING

NOT THE HUNK TYPE

NOT THE INTELLECTUAL EITHER

BUT WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ IS SERIOUS STUFF

AND UNPLEASANT

FOR THOSE WHO HATE DEPRESSING ENTRIES:

PLS MOVE ON

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HAHA

ENOUGH OF DEADPAN

ITS NOT EXACTLY MY MOOD NOW

SO LET ME STOP
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right
finally my brother is in hospital
have been waiting for him to go in for so long
i mean
he's been having phlegm day in day out for like so many days now..
its crazy
and parents dont wan him checked up
cause controlled by father
he says no
believes in chinese medicine
ya right
so everytime treat using herbs and what have you
today:
found out he has a serious LUNG INFECTION
left lung
chest pains
whee-eezing
cant breatheee
gasping for breath when sleeping
cant sleep
last night
so scary
i was scared
i admit
fact no 1 abt me:
when i admit anything
you know im serious
usually im rather quiet and mild.

so today afternoon
sent him to hospital
still awaitin x ray results
mother went with him
lookin after youngest bro at home
sis at home too
lucky father not in spore now
or else sure kena stop
cant go check up properly
i mean this is kinda stupid la

it didnt strike him that sth is very wrong
its like ongoing for more than a few months now
CRAZY!!!

ITS CRAZY U KNOW????

let me state why

NONE OF US
i repeat NONE OF US IN MY FAMILY
the kids
as in us
HAVE EVER BEEN TO A WESTERN DOC B4

NO POLYCLINICS APART FROM BABY TAT TIME INJECTIONS
NONE AFTER THAT

SICK?
WHAT TO DO?

17 years back its :
boil barley water
add loquat jelly
drink until u r ok

13 years ago:
add lo han kuo and xia sang ju
to boiling water
drink till ok

7-9 years ago:
wu hua cha
lo han kuo
xia sang ju
some red colour pill i forgot the name
or rest till u ok

recent years its:
grass herbs
bought by my father
like ma huang
ge gen
etc
i forgot many of the names

bluntly put it:
none of these have much uses
maybe psychologically
or physically relieve the pain
headache or fever a bit
but most of the time its up to ur own trusty body to come up with its own battle lines
battle armour
tanks
guns
troops
and bombs to deal with the virus or bacteria
or sickness

i SWEAR
no doctor in singapore has medical records
of us 4kids maybe until today
everything was done at home
left to God
mentality was:
who ask you be so careless go get sick?
father always say:
i not sick your mother not sick u all can get sick
it true
my father has one of the best health ive ever seen
17 years of living i see him sick less than 2 times
that should give you some idea how strong he is
scold knn lj cjb kia for getting sick

CRAZY LA
CRAZY
CRAZY
CRAZY


not over exaggerating
in case anyone is rolling their eyes out there

not usu one to wash dirty linens in public
but i feel that i have to write this as a reminder to ME
NEVER TO BE LIKE THAT EVER
to my kids next time
to anyone i see on the street
to anyone who needs attention
help
to alleviate suffering

AND ITS NOT $$$ issue either
i may not have much $$$
compared to most ppl my age coz of my low allowance
but my father has NO such probs
he was a MUSICIAN!!!
my dream!
playing in clubs
his band with aziz they all
hyatt
HOTELS
all he play b4

piano teacher
guitar teacher
plays the flute accordian
piano
guitar
violin
pipe organ
er hu
harmonica
PROFICIENTLY
you wont believe it till u see it
he has $$$
why doesnt he send his sick kids to a DOCTOR????
i am a christian
the bible has always said to obey one's parents always
respect them
i have tried
naturally i din succeed everytime
and i dont know if its wrong to question
but WHY DOES HE DO THAT?
is it his belief in chinese medicine?
or the body healing itself NATURALLY?

so from all these that ive been through
i can tell you
i respect the human body a lot
created by the Lord God Almighty-
perfect

let me tell you some things what it can do( what i can remember off the cuff now):
- it can tahan 42degrees fever for more than 3 days, and bring it down slowly by the 4th
full recovery by the 5th(no medication unless u count barley water)
- a broken wrist with one bone sticking out takes 6 months to heal and close to a year for the owner to be able to CLENCH a fist again
-a five year old alone can take PLENTY of DAMAGE
ever play street fighter?
yea
similar to that kinda damage
broken front teeth
bleeding head
bleeding back
dislocated joints
suffocation
a nine year old child can survive 40 strokes of a bundle of 5 canes banded together
and plenty more!!!
click HERE for the full list ya
and BEST OF ALL, ITS FREE!!!
ITS FREE!!!!
NO GIMMICKS NO FRILLS!!
JUST THE PRODUCT IN ITS ENTIRETY YEA?


so now you all know why i can be bothered to run so fast
or how come i dont train i still run so fast rite?
CAUSE,
i know for certain
after all these things
after all these years
how TOUGH the body is
the difference whether one SURVIVES OR DIES is OFTEN HOW STRONG YOUR MIND IS
WHETHER YOU CAN CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS
OR LET YOUR EMOTIONS CONTROL YOU
ADMIT TO URSELF THAT YOU ARE LOST
AND YOU WILL DIE
CLING ON TO EVERY BREATH YOUR HEART PUMPS AROUND YOUR SYSTEM
AND YOU WILL LIKELY StAND A chAnCE
HOWEVER SLIM FOR SURVIVAL

the body can be abused and live to tell the tale
u can push it to its limits
and thats what its done in sports
like the 5000 m race
for instance

feel bad citicising my parents like that
sorry


bad impression now rite all of you who read this?
im sorry

LOL
this is the TIP of the iCEbErG mAN
what sank the titanic and created probably the most well remembered lines a couple will ever say to each other...


hope my brother is ok
it cant be too late

i admit:
i am worried.
-from the guy who has never seen a doctor in the past 15 years of my life for anything except since 2 years ago