sitting here now i realise how much time i need
and how much time i've squandered
yes
squandered

suddenly remembered that word..
recall first knowing it when i read the fairytale
" the flying trunk"..
i think around before p1
damn long ago

i dont forget memories easily

now i have so much to make up for
so much that i have to sacrifice just to make up for IT
lost my heart for study
but just cant lose it .......
lost so much brains slacking around..

i must propose this theory that regardless of whether u use brains or not
brain cells still die..
so u might as well start using them..
i find i m so stupid after one yer of laziness.
even i dont believe..
but i have to..

coz i cant deny it anymore..
just like i shouldnt deny it anymore.
yea

so math is tmr

prediction from the master pundit
:
single digit.

*in desperation..
over studies
and feeling hopeless over...