lessons learnt #1: never be too confident #2: i can fail gp. #3: my gp sucks #4: i need to do something about my gp #5: there is not a STABLE subject that i have. #6: i have less than 7 months left to gao dim CHEM MATHS AND BIO. #7: and now i have GP. #8: gp is a threat to me #9: gp teachers are dangerous people #10: im a very very very very very very long way from an A in GP
how could this happen to me... maybe i deserve it. ya i think i do too confident too confident too confident
lower than soo many ppl.. its not being lower that gets to me.. just thought that i wrote it well. for the first time my feeling was wrong. a sign that i cant trust my feelings anymore cant trust my feelings anymore... no wonder... no wonder... no wonder...
chem mock spa: jasper told me that i did wrongly. that the units for the heat capacity is KJ/k so i din divide by temperature change
WHAT AM I DOING???????
i gotta start to wake up. two things to remember: #1: forget it- its not going to happen. long time dead. believe me #2:wake up. 7 months is not a long time for 4 subjects.
heart pain sia
the last time i really really heart pain over something i really value/treasure/like was like when? last year?
now my strongest subject since primary school has failed me. i am so doomed
napfa test was ok.. 28 points. dropped points as predicted: standing broad jump. got a C my legs are short and they're weak i guess. u can see that i dun walk much.. lazy to walk. bike a lot maybe thats Y. must be only developed my biking muscles. when will i ever get perfect 30 pts? in NS? oh ya CONGRATS TO ALVIN CHEO.. 30 PTS WOR IMPRESSIVE!!!
new personal best for 2.4: 10.02mins 1 sec after vic and my closest race finishing to him too. really admire vic for his running style and determination. he keeps telling me that i lack the WILL to PUSH. thats Y he's faster. he pushes. body mind and soul i guess thats right. or maybe he's just being humble
my napfa results will list now: bj: 230(max of ability) shuttle run: 9.9s pull-up: 11(min ") situp: 43 (conserve e) sit and reach: 59cm 2.4: 10.02m
best results ive ever seen din really train too.. pe muz do i down there slack slack thats the problem with me.. i could be better but i am ignorant complacent overconfident
i should change i guess
dunno whether to train for 5000m sports day so fast kena arrow maybe should ask CAL he sounds so seasoned trains daily some more COZ I DUN FEEL LIKE SPENDING MY FREE TIME RUNNING!!! i have NO MOOD TO TRAIN so UNLESS IM CONVINCED THAT TRAINING FOR THIS EVENT WILL GET ME A Medal, i will not train. just run lor that day who wanna win go win lor seems like RASALAS only has two CLASSES. vic is right. really. everytime got race only will see bernice and huiyin coming to find us RASALAS cant only have good runners in her class and our class rite? i mean u should hold a ENTIRE HOUSE MEETING or sth ARROW THOSE WHO ARE SUPER those who are fantaastic get them to run that way we wont see so many SAGGI and TAURUS dominating the track events MAH those who are truly good are NOT RUNNING! im like SOOOO average lor pls i mean.. nto complainin that i have to run i LOVE competition any form it exerts a kinda thrill in me excitement adrenaline the feelin of highness no other thought but the race its amazing but im just saying that for RASALAS to MOVE UP: take that TIP- HOUSE MEETING. get those truly gifter runners.
mdm lee was so childish today. i wonder Y really have to control myself from making a snide remark about her on my blog. _______________________________________________________
somethings that i would definitely redo if i can reverse time and be back in 2005 jan in ijc : join cross country as cca tommy chen tell me how many times le.. i din join. coz i see no fruit in being so fast now i have some regrets.. cuz i din think i would get arrowed for so many races: feel that i wasted the breath of those who cheered me during cross country and any other race. i mean.. ppl cheer for u u hui bao ma u get a good standing i merely got a mediocre placing:24 not join tkd mr tan is a poor manager. still join musicians' club music is my life and about everything dear to me is related to music
start study earlier dun slack so much dun bully bryan lim the rest.. pw all.. i tink no change. no complaints.