bball today intra class..
fun tto play wif everyone..
tho i damn emb 2dae
i shhot so lan
so off form
dunno y
must be nerves
coz new playin ppl ma
at least i redeemed myself with my last buzzer-beating shot..
haha
like is said..

actually wasnt hopin to play bball anymore
play so many times le
SIAN
but now..
hopin can play next wk..
again
so i can show that my shootin isnt SO bad ok?
roll ur eyes evveryone i dun care
coz i cant see ya
rite?

it really isnt
ya
def not as gd as al but not soo bad as 2dae too lar
oman

who am i tryin to kid anyway
rite?
who cares
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just finished weddin crashers vcd
God i love this show...

its so ..
so parallel..

man..
no one will ever know how i feel...

i mean..
at the same time u know its never gonna happen?

being intentionally vague as usual

those who know me?..
yea..
i am like that.

back to the me everyone sees.
10/5 stars.
the show won me over.
music was perfect..
story was the usual true love forever type...
but it was crafted so well..
every nuance in their expression..
claire..
john..
jeremy..
gloria..

ever since i did the MOE workplan seminar thingy last yr
i knew
that i was arts
not science
i mean ever since i learnt the piano i knew that..
but doin the seminar thing..
arrangin the music
fitting the words
visualising the whole setup to fit the sounds..
the impact..
the feel..
smoke..
mischief..
the earworm
the twist
the everything..

i want to be in the film/music industry someday
some big corporation
not to be an actor.
statin the obvious rite?
haha
know i dun have wad it takes..
the looks..
the style..
the face..
the height
the built

i dun mind bein BEHIND THE SCENES kinda guy
i dun nid my stupid face on some tv
i dun crave attn

i just love to see the whole picture in perfection..
the whole concept
the masterpiece..
the story..
unfurling in tandem with the plot chaperoned by the appropriate music..
tender music
tough music
strong music
cheesy music
lame music
romantic..
joyous
uplifting
sorrowful and bereaved..

music videos..

oh

i want to do them all.
this tablet has enabled me to watch many music videos..
mostly chinese song ones..
a few jap and korean..
and i love more than a few..

some videos just make the song more meaningful..
some just kill the song..

i want to be a master of both.

coz i dont want my songs to be killed
by some industry idiots who dont feel the same way i do..
coz they are too professional..
know wad i mean?
go figure..
think slowly.
too professional.

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im rambling

i talk too much sometimes.

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haha

yea i know

forget the show

its neva neva neva gonna happen yo!..

im just kiddin myself like john.
am i?
was he?
nida slp..
missed runnin today..
and iswan was just tellin me about this guy who feels sore all ove trainin for the 5K

who cares man
lose lose lar

whoever he is
i dont care
ur head has to be strong
to command ur body to MOVE
i can say for certain
whoever this guy is?
he wont win me

wad i mean is..
if i finish 15th
he will come in LAST.