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Friday, January 20, 2006 @ 11:49:00 PM

working these few days
after sch
till cny
damn tired
but fun la
and the work is easy
:promoter for marigold
5./day
5.5/sat
10./sun
...
not bad huh

thought so

but tat means no time do hw
nvm
as long as i haf enuf money to tide me over this yr
haha
im as close to independence as i can get..
only depend on parents support of
40./mth
haha

they dun wan give more,
ill make sure i dun nid ta depend on them.
i haf my pride.

next yr i might stop taking from them totally
cuz ill be workin even more..
ill support myself..
thank you for bringing me up..
i need to get away from all the murkiness that remains

think i haf been a bastard?
too bad

i dun really nid u
prepared to fight for myself
i dun really care wad else u might try to cook up..
or anything else u may wan to do
be it a false reconciliation
or anything


dun worry
i will maintain u
i haf my pride
and honour
my word..

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work today was cool
met several diff promoters lyk me
pepsi(e pepsi girl...ok la.. ..mosta e guys vying for precious talktime)
coca-cola
yeos
tiger
carlsburg
lukam
u name it
NTUC has it..
lol

some older than me
a lot younger than me
o lvls
waitin fer results..
the othrs..
waitin fer army..

wow

got ppl to talk to la

gain lots of new experience..
esp from the guy hu jus finish NS..
oh.
and he says that thetre are NO GHOSTS inside..

YUPxx

no GHOSTS

but he says there r weird noises of ppl cryin

anyway

who is scared o sth that cant even respire?
i mean
lets take this logically

since
ghosts dont respire
they dun haf energy
no mitochondria n wad haf u..right?
so how can they move?
perhaps if there is a gust of wind

then that may juz bring them flyin ta u..
heheh
right?

anyway whos scared of ghosts?
im not
i say for certain
though i haf nva seen one
hope i get a chance to see one..
lets see wad it can do to me..
lol

matter vs non-matter..

any way
i haf my faith to "protect me"
and the faCT THAT IM BORN on the chinese calendar date of
"qi ye shi wu"
july 15
lol
im supposed to be a ghost..
too
so they prob wont even come to attack me..
lolz


will be workin till cny eve

after cny muz add oil liao sia

a lvl tis yr

but

still cant muster myself
and my energy
and willpower

oh..
and my
hEAr+...

too distracted...

thinkin of the time machine..

want to use it to go bak to e beginning...




of last yr...




so many things i want to change



to do right...





hai





haixxx...




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- silent sigh-

slppy
exhausted
gdnite
evry1

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