now that i haf a tablet
at least i can tap on some wireless at my home..
but i have to sit super near the window or there is no signal...
upload speeds are even slower..
but who am i to complain?
at least i can blog more regularly now..

right?

seem to have lost all my motivation to study after that long o lvl break..
read in the papers that from 2009 onwards results for o's will be released earlier
skool starts by jan
yr end hols start earlier

which from where i am now sounds pretty reasonable..

at least those students wont reach my level of demise

its tragic

not being able to catchup

not being able to muster myself to focus on my studies

how can i get distracted like this?

this is not the time to be distracted....
a lvl this yr seh!!

haiz..

damn dumb


tmr pe

cant run for nuts now..
all that working has made me weak...


i feel as though my lungs have become a lot smaller

as if i cant get enough air

to breathe..
so fast lungs burning

i cant even recall the last time i experienced that sensation...

growing ooolllddd..
OLD!!!



heavy chains and heavy heart...

an old man needs his sleep..
tc and goodnight to all