feelings..nothing more than feelings..feelings like i've never known before..these feelings of love... haha.. jus some lyrics of some very old song..thought it will tie in very nicely with the skin--same theme ma..
hell.. sometimes i find myself so dumb. i never seem to noe wad to do sia..i am just plain dumb.. i think that there is a difference between dumbness and stupidity.. dumbnessties in more with denial, feigned ignorance, and a whole host of other complicated feelings. stupidityis characteristic of innocence..i guess. i dont really noe wad im taliking abt now. jus seeking a solution. my desired solution. have i just played my last card.... and failed?..the croupier is coming again.. but can i play another round? was that the last round i could afford? fate is the master dealer.. fate deals a cruel hand. someone help me. i am just the jack of spades.