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Sunday, October 18, 2009

and i saw someone online today=)

45 days outfield countdown starts today. then back to hostel for a week?
then back to singapore!!

~sil wasted his/her time at 7:19:00 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

10 days in, and i dont know how to identify what i'm feeling, really.

anyway.

was on the way back to camp a little earlier, heard this song on oz radio (107.9) i think, and they had this song playing.. managed to catch and remember a little of the lyrics.. i think it's this song.

shinedown- if only you knew.

not bad.

the words are not coming out right now.

Labels: is everything alright

~sil wasted his/her time at 8:45:00 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

cold.
driving the whole day ytd.. orientation. zz. instructor was really mean to us. shall not elaborate here.. too public.
went back to bunk, bathed cold water for the first time at night. haha. shivered, suddenly awake from the shivering, jacketed, played psp till my eyes closed of their own accord- roughly 1230 oz timing. and woke at 6am.
it's easy to wake here cos by 6, it's really like singapore's 8am.
woke with a headache in my right side of my head, panadoled and slept it away.
sleep is an unexplainable yet marvelous thing.

going to port this afternoon.

~sil wasted his/her time at 9:34:00 AM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

i'm in australia now!
using my friend's laptop to blog, and online.. but NOONE's online..
well, the iMpOrTaNt ppl arent. heh.=/

sian.

i miss the 6th of oct. like hell. haha-_-

aus is so inconvenient, it's 910pm here, but only 710 there in singapore- which explains why no one's online.
well..
my friend wants to use his com already.

i think i'll rely on the little notebook my ycg gave me=)

Labels: rlne

~sil wasted his/her time at 7:06:00 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

had the best dinner out i had in ages=)
flying soon! 13 hours.
leave you all with this piece of music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7QJ4HJP97M

it's from yours truly, simply titled:
"nocturne/ to a faraway land ( theme for a friend)"

hope u like it:)

it's my farewell piece for 2 months.

see i thought i'd document my emotions in music instead of words in a blog- feel it's more exclusive. haha
there's more to the "peacefulness" you'll hear. in fact i didnt intend for it that way. the first part's supposed to be a sigh, in a sense, wistfulness, followed by an exposition where it gets heated, because of the people and things i'll miss when over there, followed by the resignation towards the end.
well, vic's just come to collect my bike..
hope he rides safely.
hope the days will pass faster from now till dec!

sumio-sy
miss everyone.

gonna do my packing now
haha
goodbye!

Labels: rstlne

~sil wasted his/her time at 1:54:00 AM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

been meeting up with friends these few days. haha
met iswan on sat, for breakfast, and shop, for some stuff..
met vic today for lunch, and to do subrider for him, so he can ride my bike in my absence..and went to buy stuff for outfield use, like wet tissue and all.
zz
cant wait to go-_-
completed the music. it's from the series theme for a friend titled to a foreign land.
might be puting it up for dl.
haha
see how

~sil wasted his/her time at 12:15:00 AM

Saturday, October 03, 2009

feel like a noob.
i screwed up main practise big time today.
the learning curve is really a lot greater down there.. partly because of the "new" chinese songs for tmr, and largely due to the double keyboards- because they're midi-ed together, u have a common piano sound, and 2 pedals independent of each other. the trick is coordination of left and right leg, for each individual line ur playing on both keyboards- very tough, cos there's no way u can practise at home.
so gonna try to "play cheat" a bit..
i hope all goes well tmr...or at least, better.
i dont want to look like a noob in front of everyone.

Labels: need to calm down

~sil wasted his/her time at 11:19:00 PM

actually, i'm sad.
duno what to do.

Labels: 4 days

~sil wasted his/her time at 2:55:00 AM

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

6 days.
i ma os nagon sims uoy, uoy wonk?

Labels: dtim

~sil wasted his/her time at 11:43:00 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

was at the port today. hot, humid, but windy. the wind's better in the day.
at night, it gets cloudy, making it a very dreamy scene. then the lights come on in the buildings faraway, on the structures in the sea, on the decks of boats as the sky turns from blue to grey, and the clouds become gloomy in the silhouettes of their day-selves.

this gloom and the outline the lights create are oddly still and romantic. and u see the water swirl below you. it doesnt look deep. you feel like you could step into it and walk towards the lights in the sea.

they day self and the night self are always remarkably different.

very tired. waiting for friday. then i shd be able to have a short break before i fly. hope i can play on friday too. zz. everything's so last minute.

Labels: day and night

~sil wasted his/her time at 11:45:00 PM

i was feeling really tired after church today, got home after the usual jb trip, and went to nap for 2 hours, waking up at almost 8pm for dinner, and to watch the f1 race.

9days.
i'll sure as hell miss every&one.

Labels: rstlne

~sil wasted his/her time at 12:14:00 AM

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